Uris Divergent- No War Version

Beyond these eyes that see...

Dedicated and shout out to Emmmmxxxxxx because you were the first one to comment you are awesome best inspirational song ever- skyscraper (the lyrics are further on in the chapter) !!! Enjoy and comment constructive criticism is nice !!!

*Beatrice 14 years old*

I had just finished showing Tobias how to knock some one out using their pressure points, I re-did my bun straightened my dress When I heard loud moaning and banging from Tobias's house which was next door to mine I thought that Marcus was beating him again. Worry lines were deeply etched in my forehead I climbed over the tree that separated our rooms and I peered over the branches my eyes watering, my veins protruding out of my temple with rage and despair ...

There in the bedroom was Tobias Eaton and Melissa Payton a family friend that fancied tobias in bed together doing... I cant even say it how could he after what I did for him after he loved me, how ? I just gape there for the first time in 9 years salted water runs down my face more pooling in my disbelieving eyes. Once he is done he spots me looking, he looks back and forth between me and Melissa his eyes almost popping out of his head. I just say one thing my voice cracked and raspy with despair

"Did you ever for even one second, one moment did you love minute ever?" He just stays there his eyes cast down on the floor stumbling. I wipe my tears , regaining my composure and I laugh a bitter , evil laugh I answer one last time something that I wish will be the last line I ever speak to him

"I should have known" before I disappear into the wilderness of the long green rushes of his garden banishing the thought of ever loving again in my heart because we fall in love blindly not realizing that we are falling into a trap. And with these tears never to fall again, beyond these eyes that see, these fingers that touch, my heart has given a vow never to be penetrated to be hurt again by love.

Back at home I write a song called skyscraper ( ALL CREDITS GO TO DEMI LOVATO I DONT OWN THIS)

"Skyscraper"

[Verse 1:]
Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching tear drops in my hands
Only silence as it's ending
Like we never had a chance
Do you have to make me feel like
There's nothing left of me?

[Chorus:]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

[Verse 2:]
As the smoke clears, I awaken
And untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better
To watch me while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet

[Chorus:]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

[Bridge:]
Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here,
Watch you disappear
Yeah, oh
Go run, run, run
Yeah, it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

[Chorus:]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Oh Oh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

(Like a skyscraper)

Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

Then I run to the only place and human I claim safe; my best friend Uriah...

A/N

Tobias/Tris are over now next chapter she will be 16 and totally badass please comment it is my first book i would love your support. Also if I put the lyrics of a song then I will put the song as a video definitely. Did you like me emotional writing ? first commenter please add what you want to happen in the next chapter it will be dedicated to you 3 first comments in a row I will follow you bye Initiates...