It's been a few weeks and Paige started having days off to be with me. Mummy's been gone for a while now and I'm starting to think she's not coming back. Paige keeps yelling at daddy for cheating and I think I figured out what it means. I haven't spoken in a while and Paige is getting worried but I'm just to sad to talk to anyone. Daddy's been drinking his special drink lots and lots and it makes him really weird and mean, he almost hit me a few times but I can't tell Paige about it. Paige came home today while daddy was weird and she called him "a drunk". What's that? Paige won't tell me but I'll find out again. She got her book out and started writing in it, this time it said:
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I'm scared of all this voices in my head
They scream to hell and could bring me to death
I can't let them win but I'm just so tired
So tired of this life, so tired to fight
I just want to let go, close my eyes
Take a deep breath and sink into unconsciousness
After all, aren't we born to die
I just need to make sure she doesn't go down with me
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I'm starting to understand what she writes more but I'm still confused at most of it
I love her.
YOU ARE READING
Brave
RandomA little girls diary entry of her big sisters diary entry's, each paragraph involves the whole day of the day her big sister Paige's diary entry is on. I won't lie, it's a bit depressing and has a lot of random depressing poems I got off the interne...
