Me and Paige were somewhere called "a foster home". We've been to lots of those now. All the ones we've been to are always really mean. Paige still works but she makes sure she's home sometimes too which I'm happy about. After I spoke at the hospital I haven't said a word since. I've given up on speaking, there's no point it always makes bad things happen. In a few months I'll be ten but the only one who celebrates my birthday with me anymore is Paige. Our "foster" parents said I don't deserve those and they keep hurting me. Especially the ones we're with now. Paige tries her best to keep me safe but she doesn't have much power over adults since she's only 16. We are both looking forward to when she's 18 and can look after me herself. Today Paige came home while Sue was hurting me, Paige ran me to our shared bed and cried on my shoulder. "Not long now" was the only words she could say. After a while she got out her book, she wrote:
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And then I found out how hard it is to really change
Even hell can get comfy once you've settled in
I just want the numb inside me to leave
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What numb? I don't feel anything.
I love her.
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Brave
RandomA little girls diary entry of her big sisters diary entry's, each paragraph involves the whole day of the day her big sister Paige's diary entry is on. I won't lie, it's a bit depressing and has a lot of random depressing poems I got off the interne...
