Paige's birthday is today. She turns 13. She's a bit sad though cause her birthdays in the middle of the holidays and everyone forgot or can't come. I saw her go to the bathroom and I tried to follow cause I won't let her go alone anymore. She's always lets me in but she didn't this time. I'm scared so I just sit in front of the door and listened. She cried so i cried too, she started to scream and I got even more scared so I screamed too. She heard me and ran out to me. There was blood every where. She hugged me and didn't let go. We both cried for a while but then Paige told me not to sit out front of the bathroom if she doesn't let me in but I told her no, never. She went back in and I came too. We washed away all the blood and she pulled her sleeve down. Then we went to her room, she got out her book and started to write. This time it said:
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Slit your wrist and cut your thigh.
Fake a smile and dry your eyes.
Hate yourself and hate your life.
Welcome to my world of lies.
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For the rest of the day she walked around sad and every time the doorbell rang she'd light up and run to the door. It was never her friends though so she'd go all sad again. Finally she gave up and just went to bed.
I love her
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Brave
RandomA little girls diary entry of her big sisters diary entry's, each paragraph involves the whole day of the day her big sister Paige's diary entry is on. I won't lie, it's a bit depressing and has a lot of random depressing poems I got off the interne...
