Where Love Hurts The Most( Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

Chapter 18

2 weeks later.....

Sunday night........

Kylie's P.O.V

Brianna was sleeping over tonight, we had a project due for English and we worked on it all day, and my mom wasn't home, so we decided to have a girls night. Me and Brianna had been getting real close lately, Jamie as been gone, all the time, ever since she got that new boyfriend, she skipped class, everyday, now the rumor is her and her boyfriend ran away from home. I tried calling a billion times, but she always ignores my calls.

      But anyway, me and Brianna have been getting closer, I think it started because me and Zayn started hanging out again all the time, and when she came with, we all just seemed to be having a great time. I trusted Brianna with everything, we would talk about her and Zayn, and we would talk about Harry sometimes, Brianna would tell me stories that me and Harry would do together. In honest truth I was trying purposely to ignore him to give him a better chance to move on. But I was doing everything in my power to remember him behind closed doors , after hearing Brianna and Zayn's stories, I wanted to remember more then anything in the world, even after the bad things they told me, I still wanted to remember for the sake of the happy things. But nothing was helping, I tried going back to that beach where it all happen... and nothing. I tried looking at old photo's of us together...nothing.  I didn't know what else could help. 

“Hey Kylie, you okay??” Brianna asked me, I realized I was think off into space again, about Harry. You would think, once he was remover from my memories that I would think about him so much, unfortunately he never left my mind. Everyone encouraged me that this was like starting over, that I was getting a do-over. But maybe thats not what I wanted, maybe I did want to remember Harry.

“Yeah , I'm fine, what movie we watching?” I asked as I climbed on my bed next to her. She grabbed the remote and pressed play.

“Titanic!!” she seriously loved Titanic, and according to Brianna so did Harry. Dang it! Why do I connect every little thing to that boy.

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We were about half through the movie to the point where Rose was hitting jacks cuffs with the ax. When Brianna decided to bring a topic to my attention.

“So you send out any applications for college yet?” Her question stunned me, I had realized that senior year was coming to an end, I was in the hospital for a good amount of the year, plus the extra two months I had to take to go to therapy and make up work, just so I could graduate. I had to say I managed to miss 7 months of school and still come out number 13th in my class, no one could tell me I slacked off again. 

“Yeah a couple? You?”

“Yeah I applied to three, 2 in California and 1 out of the country, What about you??”, she replied while putting an Oreo in he mouth.

“I applied to UCLA, and Standford.... I know why Standford, it's not because of my last name, I just wanted to see if I could get in.”

“That's great Kylie, of course they will probably accept you, your like one of the highest rank academic seniors at the school and you have a ton of extra circular activities from, sophomore and freshman year, plus your volunteer hours. But wait I thought you wanted to major in music and art??” she gave me a really confused look.

“I do, Standford was really, for the heck of it, and UCLA, had a good art program...” I began to trail off, until she jumped at another question.

“Wait, what's the third collage you applied to?”

“Well, freshman year me and Zayn made a pat to both apply to The University of West London, the collage of Music and art, in London, UK. And we sent in our applications about a week and a half ago, but we should he hearing from them any day now, but I know it's a long shot...” I knew it was a long shot, but Zayn convinced me that I had just as good a chance as any other applicant. If I get in it's my first choice, and me and Zayn promised if we both got in, we would go together.

“O yeah, Zayn told me about applying there, I didn't know you were applying there too!!” She said excitingly.

“What do you mean you too?....” I asked with eyebrows raised.

“I applied there too!!!!” she was so overjoyed I couldn't explain it. “ I applied for the singing program”. I must admit, Brianna did have a really nice voice, her voice was some what like Colbie Callie's , She had really good control, and her pitch was amazing, she was for sure to get in.

“Well, well, well...... Maybe we will be roommates?” I said while giggling along side her.

“Hey what's so funny, nobody invite me to this sleepover???” a voice said from my bedroom door.

“ZAYN!!!” me and Brianna yelled in unison before tackling him to the ground,  I was so happy here with my friends, that I would possibly be having in my nearby future. But I couldn't shake the feeling that somethings was missing........

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Harry's P.O.V

I could see them all laughing and having a great with my Kylie. I admit I was happy to see her happy, I just wish I would have been the one to bring her the happiness. I watched as they tackled Zayn to the ground, curious to what was so funny, imagining that only a short time ago that would have been me and Kylie, playing around.

      We would have wrestled on the floor which would have led to kissing, or watching movies that would have led to cuddling. I wanted to just run over there, in attempt to join the fun and show her, how much it meant for her to be mine, but I knew I was unwanted. 

School's been stressful lately, Kylie hasn't been to school practically all year, she's been on independent study the majority of the year, trying to make up all  her credits. Brianna and Zayn have told me shes doing great, which is the exact opposite of me, I'm miserable all the time, feeling alone and empty, and to hear that shes taking, forgetting me so well... well it sucks. I can't help but hear there laughter coming from literally my back yard, and want to be over there, but all I can do is enjoy the view from the distance, and hope that one day she will be mine again....

I went out on my balcony, to get a better look, surprisingly Kylie's curtains were wide open, they were laughing and joking around, until she saw me. Zayn and Brianna continued to laugh and wrestle, while Kylie got up and opened the balcony door, walking out onto it.

       She gave me a smile and a waved, which is the most I've got from her since she left the hospital that day. I gave her a smile back and a wave, before she walked back inside, shutting the curtains so I couldn't see her anymore. Kylie, I'm still keeping my promise, I'm not giving up on us....

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It was about 2 in the morning, and I was up playing video games, when I heard a door shutting from outside. I quickly paused the game and moved the curtain from my balcony door, I had to do a double check to see if what I was looking at wasn't a hallucination.

    Kylie was sneaking out the house, she opened her balcony door and quickly shut it before grabbing onto the railing and swinging sown her two story house. She did it so swiftly, without any difficulty. Once her feet touched the ground, she was in a pair a dark blue jeans and a dark-gray pullover, her hair blowing in the wind. She suddenly hopped my fence, was she coming to talk to me? I wish she was, but that wish was soon ended when she walked around and hopped over my fence as well leading to the dark blank street, and of course my curiosity got the best of me, I grabbed my jacket and phone, and swiftly fled my own balcony to follow her.

Where were you going at this late hour Kylie?? I don't know but i was going to find out....