Where Love Hurts The Most( Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

Chapter 43

A month and a half later.....

Kylie's P.O.V

“I like Hunter..” Brianna said to me

“Really I like, Christian..” I laughed

“Well, you can name your child Christian..” Brianna said to me sarcastically while sticking her tongue out.

Brianna and I were sitting on my couch over at my house, Me and Harry have been moved in for about a month now, and surprisingly things are mostly back to normal,, there are still a few unpacked boxes but for the most part things a regulating. Were all back in school, well except Brianna she only in school part time now, due to her being about 8 and a half months pregnant, but I've never seen her more happy. Harry and Zayn were at the gym having “ Guy time” and me and Bri took this opportunity to have baby talk, I know I was only 2 months pregnant but I admit I was excited. 

It was Saturday which meant lazy day for me and Brianna, we were discussing baby names, we found out she would be having a boy, I honestly wanted a boy as well, but Harry was set on having a girl.

“What do you wanna do Kylie, I am so board!!” Brianna said while shaking my arm.

“Let's go out for a walk..” I suggested considering we live like 2 blocks from a park.

“Okay!!” she said as she walked to her house I assume to grab a coat. I walked up stairs, I was already in black tights and a long sleeve shirt, I through my dark gray zip-up Hoodie on and slipped my boots on, followed by a beanie. Minutes later Brianna knocked on the front door.

“Let's get this show on the road!!” she said while grabbing my hand.

“Gezzz someone's in a good mood..” I said sarcastically. 

“Well can you blame me, I'm 8 and a half months pregnant and Christmas is in 2 weeks, what if my baby is born on Christmas!!” this was true I was excited for Christmas, It had always been my favorite holiday, not just because you got really nice presents, because trust me presents had something to do with it, but more than that the fact that I got to spend it with certain people I cared about.

“Well I'm just excited that everyone's flying down here!!” I added. My Christmas gift to everyone was that I was flying Sam, Cindy, Liam, Niall, Miguel and Christina Miguel's girlfriend down to London for the holiday. One because I missed them, and did I forget to mention Brianna and Zayn's wedding is next week!!!. Me and Brianna had been so busy getting ready for it all, the dresses the food, tuxedos, gifts, invitation... trust me planing a wedding is like tough work. 

“Hey Bri...” I trailed off

“Yeah?” she said as we walked down the parks pathway.

“How did you know you wanted to spend the rest of your life with Zayn?” I asked while starring at my feet.

“I don't really know, I guess it was just the feeling that I never wanted to go a day with out him, that made me realize if I can't live with out him, I mind as well be forever committed to him..” the words she said sounded like pure confessions from her heart. Anytime Harry brought up marriage I tried to change the subject, not that I didn't want to marry him, I guess you could say I was scared, scared to commit myself to someone, I didn't want to be this big tragic disappointment to Harry and my kids, I guess I felt with no real commitment I was free to bolt at any moment. O my God I cant believe I just confessed that, even if it was in my mind. I wanted to be with Harry for the rest of my life, I just didn't know if he would want to stick by my side after everything I have put him through and will in the future. 

“Kylie!!” Brianna snapped my out of my train of thought.

“Yeah?” I replied.

“Well, your just walking muttering to yourself, are you okay?” I faked a smile at her