Touring //5sos

18.

Chapter 18: tears

Andy.

My life is in a repeat practice, practice, preform, get on bus and go to a new place than repeat. Maybe this touring life wasn't made for me.

I feel sick to my stomach, but I'm going to stick threw the pain and perform tonight. Tyler is going threw the same problem as me beside he is home sick and misses his family.

I'm wearing Tyler's hoodie that is a xlarge since he is so tall, with my dark blue skinny jeans and black converse. I haven't done anything with my hair so i threw it up in a messy bun.

Walking over to green hair Mike and my dimple Buddie Ashton. "Hey Andy!" Michael said loudly but he always speaks in an outside voice. "Andy!" Ashton squealed with his arms wide open, so I ran into his arms and hugged him. Ashton giggled and hugged me tightly. Once we stopped hugging I hugged Michael.

"Look I have a question for y'all. So Ty is homesick and I was wondering if I could call up his ma and see if she could visit him, just for a while. Since its a hard time for him right know"

"Of course" Ashton said quickly. Michael smiled at me and nodded his head. "We will ask Luke and Calun but they will say yes" Michael said to me happily. They looked at each other and smiled "we will have to ask Luke and Calum-" "Cake yes I know" I interrupted Michael with a huge smile on my face. "They will probably say yes" Ashton said finishing off the sentience.

"Thank you so much!" Hugging them both. Looking at Michael, I could tell that he had a fun night. There was a redish/purplish colour much like a bruise on his neck, but I knew that it wasn't a bruise it was a hickey. Micheals graphic tee was covering up other hickeys. There was a fading dark purple lipstick stain, right underneath his left ear. Smirking to myself "I see that someone had a fun night" winking at Michael as I open the bus door. "What!? Who had a fun night"

Walking away and hearing Ashton yell "Michael!? You did what!" Giggling to myself as I walked back to the tour bus.

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Walking back to the where the bunks are, only to find Tyler laying on the L shaped couch, his eyes were glued to his phone. Tyler's brown hair was all messed up, his hair looked like he had pulled on it and his eyes where puffy. So when he was crying Tyler was probably pulling his hair. Looking down at Tyler, he had on a tan hoodie with words on the sleeves. Sitting down in the couch and looking down at my best friend all sprawled out on the couch. "Tyler?" He dropped his phone on the couch and looked up at me, his beautiful hazel eyes are all watery and puffy. Tyler was about to cry again, and it broke my heart to see him sad.

Tyler sighed, tyler lifted up his head his wavy hair moved out of his face, slowly falling away from his eyes, he moved his head onto my lap. "I miss them so much" he chocked out, I ran my fingers threw his soft hair and gave him a kiss on the forehead "I know babe."

"Its so stupid of me" he mumbled, my eyes went wide with shock. "No you are not stupid" all tyler did was close his eyes and cover his face with his hoodie paws (sweater paws) Tyler nodded yes head yes, trying to tell me that he was stupid, but he is not "NO! Ty your a son of a single mother, and your a single father. You should miss them, there your world" I said speaking from my heart, even though Tyler was probably not wanting to hear any of it. "Andy, what would I do with out you?" He got up and hugged me. "I dont know, I dont even know what I would do with out you Ty"

Harmony.

Sitting down with my phone in my hands reading on Wattpad, and I'm reading a Luke fan fic. Don't ask... "Hey!" Turning off my phone and seating it in my lap. Looking up to see Calum.

"Hey Cal" he sat down right next to me, "okay I have like three major questions" he said seriously. Looking at him and nodding my head "go on with those three major questions" over exaggerating the word major.

Calum was on the last major question. The first two "major questions" weren't even Major, but he acted like they where. Luke showed up, "Hey Harmony" he waved to me, Luke kept messing with his lip ring.

Which is so attractive to me. My cheeks got hot and I tried to speak but I felt like there was soap in my mouth, awkward waving at him. Maybe if I wasn't so shy or me, if I was like Cat who is such a risk taker, she has really big balls she can kiss a guy in that moment without a care. If I was cat, I would go over to Luke and tell him that I like him and kiss him, his lip ring would be cold but I would love the taste of his lips. Cal would be uncomfortable but I wouldn't care cuz I would be kissing my crush.

Clap!

The loud noise made me come back to reality, and the sad thing was I didnt even know that I stopped paying attention. Looking around to see that Luke was gone, he is like a ninja at times. Turning my head to the left and calum was looking at me hard core, he had this big smirk on his face "you like Luke!" Placing my index finger on his lip "shhh... Not so loud" whispering to him.

My face was getting hot again just thinking about if Luke heard that. I'd I was ice cream I would have melted but since I'm not I would just cried and ran for the hills. Dammit harmony way to go, ugh your just so smooth. Know I look like a fool. Mentally face palming right know for being so stupid.

"So you like Luke" calum had a smirk on his face.