Need You Now (Watty Awards 2014)

Chapter 7

Hey all you beautiful peoples! There is a picture of Erin on the side! 

                         The wine was starting to make me dizzy and the crazy boy confusion was only making it ten times worse. I was so happy that he got me water, that i nearly fell trying to get the water from him. He immediatly laughs.

"Hahaha, Sarah are you getting drunk off of wine?? How much did you pour yourself?" He laughs and i give a weird smile. 

"I don't know. Everything is just blurry at the edges of my vision. I doubt that Chelsea is sober right now." I roll my eyes and that makes him giggle. I smile at him and my thoughts Eddie disappear. He's all i want right now. But i know making out with him when i'm even slightly drunk is definatley not a good idea. I dont want to end up on 16 and Pregnat! Plus, I don't think it's grandma would be too pleased either. 

"Yeah, she's not sober. She's downstairs chugging down a beer with Markis,"  He says Markis's name as if its some horrible smell in the room. His adorable crinkled nose makes me throw my head back laughing.

"Well thats just perfect! She was my ride," 

"I could drive you home if you want," He says but i can tell that he never wanted me to leave. He had no idea that i felt the same way. If i could stay here with him forever, i so would. 

"No! I definatley don't want to go home like this. My mother will kill me," not an exaggeration, "I can just stay here. Don't you have a guest room?" I ask as i start to snuggle against him on his warm bed. I feel his arms wrap around me in a blanketlike form. 

"I would love that. It would make my life to see your beautiful smile in the morning," he purrs as he lifts my chin up to kiss me. His lips move in sink with mine but are so gentle and warm. As i pull away we are both smiling from ear to ear. The love i felt for him at this moment was infinite. I hope he felt the same. I look at my watch to see that's its almost 12 o'clock in the morning! Thank God that it wasnt a school day!! At that moment i realized how utterly tired i was. I took a deep yawn as Jacob giggled and started to kiss my face repeatedly. 

"Hahaha! Jacob stop!!" but he continues which makes me laugh even harder. He keeps picking on me until i give him what he wants. I connect my lips with his. 

"You kept on missing, stupid," I laughed as i started to head towards the door. 

"Where are you going??" He whines which makes me grin at his adorable puppy dog face. 

"I'm so tired. But you can come with me and give me a goodnight's kiss," i purred flirtily and he takes my hand as he leads me to the guest room. 

               I was getting ready to see someone making out in there but it was locked when we came up to it. 

"My parents didn't want anyone coming into this one." he laughs and guides me in. His lips immediatly lock with mine and i can't take it anymore. Passion runs through us as i put my hands through his hair and he pushed me up against the wall. I want more but when i hear myself moan it totally freaks me out and i gasp and pull away. 

"Wow." Was all he said as we were both breathing hard as he was leaning against me on the wall. i gulp back my scared tears and i guess he saw the scared/shock in my eyes. He takes his thumb and starts rubbing my cheek. 

"Goodnight," he whispers in my ear. He walks out the door with a smile on his face. What just happened?!?! I went from totally calm to wanting to give myself to him!!!! I shook the vision out of my head and splashed my face with water. You definaltey need some sleep. I listened to my brain and immediatley fell asleep on the warm bed. 

                "How could you leave your mother alone?!!!!" She screams as she beats me repeatedly. Jacob stands in the corner witnessing everything that is going on. 

"JACOB!! Please!!! Help me!!" i cry but all he does is stand there and stare at me. He walks up to us and lays a hand on my mom's shoulder and i enter a different room. I'm in my bedroom. I'm hiding under my bed as my mother is kicking it to get me out. I crawl out for some reason and stand up. We stare at each other for a minute and then she slaps me. I look around to see Jacob standing right next to me as she starts to beat me again. This time, all she does is kick me as i feel like dying right there. Why isn't he doing anything?!?! Why isnt he helping me. 

"Jac!! Please!!" I scream with tears streaming down my face. He just stands there, so scared and runs out the room. The nightmare just gets worse. 

"YOU MURDERER!! YOU KILLED YOUR OWN FATHER!!!!" she screams. 

          Thank god that i am able to wake myself up. I struggle to bring myself over to the nearest mirror to examine myself. No bruises or scratches. It was jus a horrible dream. I usually had dreams like this. They have been more frequent and now i get them at least ten times a month. It always seems so real and it becomes more horrific when i wake up and it becomes a reality. I can't sleep alone. Jacob. 

                I run to his room and bang on the locked door. 

"Jacob!! Please wake up!!" i scream as tears start to stream down my face. I immediatly here him run to the door and grab me in a hug. I cry into his chest as his parents run to both of us. He tells that i was fine and they rubbed my back and went back to bed. He practically drags me into his room and sits with me on the bed, still caressing me in his warm, safe arms. 

"Its okay, Sarah. Its as just a dream." Jacob knows about my nightmares. He never knows what they are about but i always call him when i end up having them. I continue crying as he lays down with me and pulls the covers over us. 

"Your safe now. It's okay. Nobody is going to hurt you okay?" He whispers as he kisses my cheek. If only that were true, i thought. I didnt want to think about that now thought. I picked up my head, and kissed his lips one more time before falling asleep in his arms.