INTERNET SUPPORT GROUP (PHAN)

Chapter 11: Long Nights

Phil
I was taken to hospital with a sprained wrist from Dan pushing me out of the way. I cried all the way there. How could I be so stupid. It's all my fault.
I was sat up in a hospital bed with my arm in a sling. Hugging my knees the image of dan laying there replayed in my head. Tyler was in shock and i didn't know where he was. A doctor walked in to the room. He smiled at me

"hello Phillip how are you feeling" he said cheerfully, checking the machine I was hooked up to.
I sniffled "is Dan okay" I whispered. He looked at me with confusion then his face softened
"oh Daniel the one who was involved in the" I nodded quickly so he wouldn't finish the sentence.
"What's your relation to him" I sighed. Just tell me if he's ok
"It's just so we don't give away confidential information to the wrong person" he insisted. Oh yeah of course "ugh I'm his boyfriend" I said shakily.

He nodded "ok so he has a few broken bones and some internal bleeding. He is currently in theatre and if the operation goes well then she should be fine" I nodded with hope. But then doubt filled me "what if it doesn't go well" I asked in a small voice. He shifted nervously

"If it doesn't go well then he will die"
My heart sunk and tears prickled in my eyes.

A loud beep came from his pocket. He checked it and his eyes widened. He rushed out without speaking and I lied down. How could I be so stupid. I just walked out into the road without looking. I can't believe Dan saved me. No I wish he didn't. Because of me he's laying in the operation room close to death. That should be me

Tyler
I wasn't allowed to see Phil yet but when the doctor ran out of his room I raised my voice.
"excuse me is everything ok" I questioned "I have to go to theatre. They need me" and with that he ran off. I hope dan is ok but they won't tell me anything. I took my chance and snuck into Phils room. He was crying.

"hey" I said calmly and engulfed him in a hug "hey hey shh. It's all gunna be fine" I whispered. I felt him shaking his head.

"he's in theatre because of me" he cried. My heart thudded. Was that doctor rushing over to Dan. I didn't know. So I wouldn't say anything just yet.

"Hey hey Phil. Shh please" I soothed rubbing his back. "Are you okay then" he pulled back and shook his head.

"I have a sprained wrist a broken heart and emotional damage" he sighed and looked down. "I wish Dan didn't do that"

"But it's done now. Sorry Phil but he will be fine. Trust me just try sleep. Okay?" He nodded and put his head to the pillow. I slipped out and went to get some food. I was bloody starving. To be honest I was always hungry. Lmao oh well. I sighed and sat by myself. I wanted to talk to someone. So I called Troye. After a few rings he picked up

"Hey babe" I said in monotone.
"Oh god are you okay" he worried. I sighed into the phone. "I'm at the hospital. Dan got hit by a car and phill has a sprained wrist" there was a gasp.
"What happened?" He whispered "Phil walked out in front of a car and Dan pushed him. I saw everything. Troye it was awful" I said breaking down at the end.

"Babe babe shh don't cry. I'm sure they will be fine" but I could tell he was worried as well. I nodded even though he couldn't see me. "Is there anything I can do" He asked and I sighed. "I don't know. I just want to hold you in my arms" I sniffled. There was silence for a good 30 seconds "I'm coming over"

I gasped "what! You can't simply hop on a plane and come over. It will cost you loads" I held my head in my hand.

"look I'll come over and we can go back together. After the book tour. Okay? Plus I can't go that long without you anyway" he replied. I lit up and smiled. "Otay yeah. You go get booking. Bye babe"
"Bye baby" I hung up and went for a walk. This was gunna be a long night.

Phil
I woke up with two doctors and Tyler in my room. I rubbed my eyes and smiled "hey what's up" I said sleepily. Tyler frowned and had red eyes. Had he been crying.
"Phillip" one of the doctors spoke "I'm Doctor Chris. I'm here with news about Daniel" I gulped oh my god.
"I'm afraid Dan did not survive the surgery. He died a few minutes ago. We tried everything. I'm so sorry for your loss"
And that's when I got this stabbing pain in my body. He was dead. I shook my head. No no no this can't be happening. No. I broke into tears "no he can't. I love him. He can't be dead" I cried. Arms wrapped round me and Tyler cried too. "Nook" I screamed.
What am I meant to do now?

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Otay I know it looks bad. But trust me. It really isn't