Chapter 4: The Kiss

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Phil

I stared at Dan, tears streaming down my cheeks as he read my email. He threw his laptop onto his bed and looked my in the eye. I felt awful, i knew he was going to reject me but oh i was so wrong. His lips crashed into mine and it took me a few seconds to process what was going on. His lips were warm against mine and tasted slightly nutty, like nutella. Sparks flew through me, I was kissing Dan Howell. Dan freaking Howell, the love of my life for 9 years. His hands snaked round my hips and pulled me close, destroying the space between us. Without me asking he parted his lips and my tongue explored his mouth. We pulled away for air and he stared at me, his eyes full of lust

"you have no idea how long ive wanted to do that" he smirked. I blushed and looked to the floor. I brought up the courage to step in and kiss him again. His lips were heaven and our mouths moved in sync. As cheesy as it sounds, its like our lips fitted together perfectly. My hands roamed around his body and he grabbed the hem of my shirt, pushing me against the wall i gasped. He stepped away and i felt cold without him near "sorry i got carried away" he muttered, scratching the back of his head. I snaked my arms around him.

"that was amazing" i breathed into the crook of his neck, which made him jerk away. I laughed and sat on his bed. "Phil?" Dan questioned "mmh?" i responded looking directly at him. 

"why didnt you tell me before" i looked down as if to say sorry "dont be sorry Phil" damn he was good at reading my emotions. "i dont know i guessed you were as straight as a ruler" i laughed nervously. He sat down onto the bed and held onto my hands  "baby im as straight as a piece of cooked spaghetti" i blushed at the fact  he called me baby, but was also trying to keep in a laugh as he compered himself to spaghetti. I leaned in and kissed him. My stomach grumbled so i decided to get food. Getting up i kissed his forehead and did something ive wanted to do for along time. I squeezed his crotch. His eyes winded and he shook his head. Biting my lip i left the room. Well that was fun.

Dan

I got my kiss with Phil! i just layed there processing what just happened. I cant believe i got the balls to do that. I should have done this along time ago. his lips were so soft and so kissable. I was slightly turned on by what Phil did and i wanted his touch. But i didnt want to rush things ya know. I was still confused. Was that a one off? Are we a thing? I sighed and walked over to where Phil was. I felt my cheeks heat up. Dammit Dan! Why are you so nervous today? "hey Phil are we like a thing?" i mumbled. He laughed

"only if you want to be" he stepped towards me "i want you to be mine" he whispered into my ear. I got shivers down my back. I nodded and kissed his lips. "Then yes, we are a thing." a massive grin appeared across my face

"Dan, i think i love you" Phil smiled 

"I think i love you too"

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woah hey new chapter enjoy blitches 

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