MISTAKES 2 (Tronnor fanfic)

#10 I know

TROYES POV

I woke up feeling loved again. This is what I needed. Finally, first time in many months, I woke up with my beautiful husband embracing me in his strong arms, swallowing my fragile figure against his love. This is what it should be. I still felt horrible though.
Connor didn't know.
He didn't know what happened woth me and Levi.

Should I tell him? Should I just let it go? He's got to find it out somehow anyways.

Right now I felt the need to come even closer to him and snuggle his chest as he yawned.

"Morning." I said, trying to feel happier (what I also was because he was awake.)
He stretched a bit and grabbed my shoulders to snuggle me closer.
"Morning beautiful." He looked so happy. I studied him while he yawned again and didn't see me staring at him.

I could clearly still see the cuts. But on his left shoulder, he had tattooed over the cuts after the day Petra was brought to us. It had a small love heart with 'T+C' and I smiled to myself.

I had one of those too.

I snuggled my head even closer to his strong jaw as he caressed my hair, clearly smiling.

"What do you want to do today?"
He asked and I hesitated.
"Say ahead," he kissed my forehead.
I smiled and kissed his jaw.
"I tought it the kids wanna go shopping, and then to eat or something?" He looked like he liked the idea.

"Great! Petra has a party with her friends in the evening. I told her she can go." I twinched a bit. I didn't want Petra to drink.

"Is there alcohol..?" I sounded so much like a bossy mom.
"Troye, there is always alcohol. Petra is clever. She can handle the dorks there. I promised that you would drive her there. Maybe we could go catch a movie then or something?"
I snuggled even closer to him.
Feeling guilty at the same time. Like eating cookies that are delicious but without permission. It tastes... Bittersweet.

"Tyde could come and watch Levi then. Great!" I smiled.

Tyde would come that's for sure. I hope Levi doesn't remember the
Abusing?? Hate?!!
accident that happened.

I rose from the bed and Connor with me.
"I'm... I'm going to the shower. See you at breakfast, make me toast." I joked and he giggled a little, throwing a pillow at my face.

"Sure, my Princess."
I rolled my eyes as he walked downstairs giggling. I heard him say "good morning" to Petra and lift the giggling Levi up.

I closed the bathroom door and stripped from my clothes to the shower. I hummed a song from my old album, WILD. It had been about 19 years of it now. I had done 2 mire albums after that, SMOKING EYES and CURSIVE LETTERS, but then stopped as I couldn't see Levi at all or Petra for that matter. I was always on tour.

I shampooed my hair and breathed deep in to clear my mind.
It was horrible to never rest nowadays. Did Connor know?
He knew something.

"DEAR, COME DOWN SOON!" I heard Connor and I snapped out of my toughts and jumped out of the shower.

I ruffled my hair with a towel and pulled a pair of boxers on and my morning robe Conny had gave me last Christmas.

"Coming Conny!" I yelled and stepped down to the kitchen. Levi was eating his porride (messily) and yelled "DADDY AITPLANE DADDY AIRPLANE!" And giggled as I picked him up and lifted him above my head and made airplane noises as I rolled around a few times and then put him back to eat.
"Yay!" He laughed and continued eating the porridge.

"Good morning sweetie, what would you like?" I sat beside Petra who sat in her pajamas and texted someone.

She looked up from the phone and closed it with a Click.
"Um, oh hi dad! I'm fine. I ate melon already."
I didn't want to seem pushy.
"Who was that?"
She seemed uncomfortable.
"Uh... It's Sarah."
"Okay then."

I didn't want to seem like an annoying dick by asking more questions.

Soon Connor dragged me to the living room with an angry face.

"Wh-what's wrong?"
"I know what you did."

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