10.I gave you everything I never thought we would end up like this

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I finished with the shower and I felt I have mood to read a book.
I grabbed my book from the shelf it was a Danielle Steele book called "The Ghost".
I read 5-6pages when James walked in.
"I thought you disappeared"-he laughed. "What do you read?"-then he asked.
"How could I? -I grinned "oh and I read The Ghost by Danielle Steele" -and I waved the book on front of him.
"That should be awesome,when you finish it I'm gonna read it too"-he said while he got in the bed next to me.
"Alright"-I said and kissed his forehead.
"Do you know that I love you to the moon and back?"-he looked deep in my eyes.
"Yeah and do you know that I love you to the sun and back?"-we still stared in eachother's eyes.
"I do darling"-he got my hands in his hands.
"Then you trust me"-I said.
I planned the converstation between me and Brandi but I wanted to tell James the plan,I always wanted to be honest with him because he deserves it also I'm a honest person.
"Certainly I do,why?"-he asked scared.
"I'm scared you know....-I started "while I was in the shower I was thinking of like...I'd like to talk with Brandi...but I want you to know that,and I want to know your opinion about that.
I just want to tell her that leave us and I was planned that you could secretly listen it or something...It's creepy but..."
"It's alright"-he said.
"What...?"-I asked confused.
"It's alright I said."-he kissed my hands.
"James you're in that?"
"Yes,why I wouldn't? I know that kind of girl ...maybe she's about to do the same thing you think about...at least we're gonna know"
"It's insanity,I wouldn't thought you'd be in that"
"It's okay love"-he said and caressed my arm.
I gave him one of my other books,so we both laid in the bed and read until my phone rang.
"Hello?"-I accepted the call.

*Phone Converstation between me and Cameron*

Cam: "Hey Lex,It's me,Cam"
Me: "Hey Cam,what's up?"
Cam: "Today Danny felt better,and he wanted to go outside for a cig but he stumbled,fell down and hit his head...it seems he has amnesia..but worst that he only remember to his new friends and he doesn't even know what Asking Alexandria is..."
Me: "What the fuck...?! Should we go?"
Cam: "it would be great may he's gonna remember to Cassells"
Me: "we're getting ready,hopefully"
Cam: "Thank you,you're like my sister"
Me:" oh anytime,my brother"
Cam: *laughs* " you made my eyes water,so you'd better to shush and get here"
Me:"sorry" *laughs* "we're go"

*hung up*

I turned to James who still read the book but then looked up to me.
"What happened?"-he asked
"Danny felt better so he was about to go outside but he stumbled,fell down...he hit his head really rough so he has amnesia...the worst thing is he doesn't recognize Asking Alexandria and the guys...just the Harlot ones" I sighed " all of their hope is in you...that may he's gonna recognize you" -I shut my eyes.

"Oh my god...well...hopefully,then go"-he said carefully grabbed my arm.
We sat in the car and as fast as we could headed to the hospital.

I ripped the car door and ran,James quickly followed me in running.

We already knew where is Danny's room,so we automatically headed to him.
Cam and the others were already there as usual,I ran to Ben and hugged him.
"Why...why..."-he sobbed in my shoulder.
"There's only one reason...he's a hardheaded motherfucker,he's going to be okay..."I whisperred and caressed his back.
Between me,and Ben there was a connection,which was made by Danny.
If he wouldn't be sick,then maybe me and Ben wouldn't be so close to eachother.
I walked to James who was talked with Sam and Cam.
"James...go ahead and check him...we need to know if he remember on you"- I said while took his hands in mine.
He whisperred in his agreement but before he could enter the room,the WAH guys without any word walked in.
I got mad,this was fucking insane what those shits are just thinking.
James tried to hold me back but I enterred the room,Danny was fell asleep as lastly Cam informed us.
The guys were sit around his bed.
"Hey don't you think this is kind of rude huh? I'd appreaciate if all of you would leave the room,and let us time to visit him" -I whisperred calmly.
"Who are you? And why do you want to tell us what we can do? Wake up little lady,he doesn't even recognize you or your fucking loser Asking. We're going to take him. And you can't even do anything because he knows us. And now please leave we want to take care of him,you don't even know who are you mess up with" -their drummer said.
"Yeah,I don't know because all of you want Danny because of his fame. And he can make you three famous so.
And no,I'm not going to leave until you motherfuckers won't go the fuck away"
Much time passed by since I stepped in the room,and we quietly argued when the depressed,pale Ben stepped in,but all of us didn't notice.

"And what if we only want Danny because of his fame? He won't even listen to you or his bestie."-they spoke up.

"Really? You think just because he's in coma he's deaf also? You,you little shits gonna be really disappointed when he's gonna wake up and send you in the fucking hell. Don't be silly.
He's in half coma so there's more chance that he's hearing that.
We're really care about and worry about him,not that you,who just wants the fame."- I responded.

"We're not going to leave in any way"

"YOU FUCKING GOING TO LEAVE"-Ben shouted up,he looked terrible pale,tired and to be honest as a psyho.

"Whoa calm down first Benjamin...what if we're not going to leave?" -their drummers has the most fucking irritating,annoying personality ever.
Ben opened the door,without turning,James,Sam,Cameron,and Chris (IG: holleyweird /R.I.P <3 / ) stepped in.
"What's the problem?"-Chris asked.
"Ugh no not you again.well nothing,just this little lady thought she can tell us what we can do with adult head."

"Try to respect others wish so leave the room" -Chris was so calm,I love the way how he try to solve everything.

"Ehh...whatever."-they threw one word and went out.
Everyone stood in the doorway me and James hands in hands walked up to Danny.

I poke his shoulder few times, and then shaked him a bit.
"Huh..." -he spoke up.- "nurse?"
"No Daniel...I'm your friend Alexandra"
"Who's that guy?"
"He's your bandmate ,James,James Cassells"
"Band?"
"Asking Alexandria"
"I need to.."-and he couldn't finish the sentence because his heart monitor alerted one straight line.
"CALL THE DOCTORS"-James shouted

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