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I don't understand why everyone wants to talk to me

I'm not used to it I don't like it

They text me a lot but I don't want them too

They want to be around me but I only want to be alone

Why won't they leave me alone

It's always the same it feels the same it feels bad I don't like it

I have people I talk to but I don't really know them

I don't understand why they keep coming to me

I don't understand why they want to talk to me

I don't understand

I don't like any of them

I feel like I'm teetering on the brink of insanity

I want to fall

They won't let me

But as they fight to keep me up I keep getting closer to the edge faster than If I was walking in my own

The don't want me to but are pushing me further

I hate everyone

They pretend to care But they dont

I pretend I don't have worries and they keep pushing their worries into me

I'm the girl everyone can lean on

But the more that lean on me the more I tilt

I'm already hanging on the edge all it takes is one more and I'm gone

I already have a few cracks from the strain

I don't understand

I want to be alone

Why won't you leave me alone

I smile I can pretend to be happy

But I'm not it's all fake I'm never going to be happy

I can't see myself having a future

I don't want one I plan to be gone from this earth before I even leave high school
I'm a broken person I'm like a shattered vase

I can never be fixed, never.

So I don't understand why people are so oblivious I smile say I'm fine and ask what's wrong and I'm forgotten

I once again have someone leaning on me and over the cliff I fall.

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