Hello it's been awhile I haven't had much inspiration but it's 1:40 in the morning right now and I was trying to go to bed and I started thinking and thought I might as well right my thoughts down so here
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I'm a curious person
Maybe a little too curious
I wonder what would it be like to be punched in the face.
I wonder how would it feel to break every bone in my body.
I wonder how long I can go with out eating until I physically can't go on anymore.
When I'm walking down the street alone I hope someone would try to attack me so I can see how loud I can scream.
I'm curious of if I disappeared for a while who would notice? How would they react?
I want to know as much as possible.
I'll grab my arm and squeeze as hard as I can for as long as I can hoping a bruise would form.
I've tried getting people to break my arm to feel it.
I've tried starving myself for a while but then my friends make me eat.
I've disappeared for a few days and all I got was a quick text.
"When you get home clean the kitchen"
I want to know.
I'm very curious
I wonder what it is like to be hit by a car.
I wonder what it feels like to be burned alive.
What it's like to be decapitated.
Tortured.
Smothered.
Drowned.
Beaten.
I just want to know.
What it's like to hurt something.
Kill something.
What does blood feel like?
Can I die from fear?
I wonder about alot.
I also experiment with my curiosities.
I hope someday.
I get my answers.
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Heh so....what did you think this isn't edited so please don't mind mistakes please. This is just a quick blurb of 1 am thoughts but anyway.
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