|DISCONTINUED| Love Notebook

Chapter 14 My Weirdo

Laura's POV

Currently in the living room, sitting at the piano, playing some random notes, which suddenly became a song.

(A/N: I do not own If Only by Dove Cameron! P.S. imagine it's Laura singing)

A million thoughts in my head
Should I let my heart keep listening
'Cause up 'til now I've walked the line
Nothing lost but something missing

I can't decide
What's wrong, what's right
Which way should I go?

If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Oh oh, yeah
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh, if only
If Only
If Only

(A/N: Too lazy to get the rest :3)

I sat there, in silence. Thinking...

"Laura?" someone asked, breaking the silence.

I turned around to see Vanessa staring at me worriedly.

"That song sounded like you're having trouble with a boy, you wanna talk about it?" she asked.

I nodded and motioned her to sit by me on the piano bench.

"It's about Ross, he asked me to be his girlfriend today at prom," I said.

"Wait a second, Ross as in my boyfriend's brother Ross Shor Lynch?"

"Who else? Of course its Ross Shor Lynch!"

"Okay okay," she said. "But why are you sad?"

I looked down and played with my fingers nervously.

"Wait...you rejected him?" she gasped. I nodded sadly.

"WHAT?! WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?!" her eyes were wide open in shock.

I sighed. "Do you know about the hates I've been getting?"

She shook her head, so I told her everything. What happened the day Ross came. The notebook I got. The hates I've been receiving. What happened at Prom. Everything.

"Wow, your life is so complicated." Vanessa said once I've finished the story of my life. *wink wink*

"Thanks a lot for your advice." I said sarcastically.

She rolled her eyes. "Here's the advice. You shouldn't have rejected Ross just because of the hates. If you really like him, you'd do anything just to be with him. As for the hates, just ignore them, you know you're not any of those."

I smiled. "Thanks Vanessa. I know what I'm going to do now. Going to the Lynches."

I stood up. "Wait, Laura, you know where the Lynches live?" Vanessa asked shocked.

"Now that I think about it. No, I don't."

"Come on then. I know where they live," Vanessa said.

"Wait, why do you know where they live?"

"Dude, Riker Lynch is my boyfriend."

"I'm not a dude."

"Fine, dudette."

I laughed. "Let's go, sis."
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We are at the front porch of the Lynches household. My breathings are starting to get heavy and I'm freaking out. Vanessa presses the doorbell.

The door opened. It was Riker.

"Hey baby!" he exclaimed, pulling Vanessa into a kiss.

I just stood there, watching them kiss awkwardly. Don't get me wrong, I ship Rinessa, it's just that seeing them kiss right in front of me is awkward.

They soon pulled away. But he pulled Vanessa into the house, leaving me outside standing there in another awkward state.

"Thanks for the warm welcome, Riker." I mutter under my breath, walking in and closing the door.

I turned around just to see Rydel running up to me and engulfing me in a big giant bear hug.

"Laura! Thank god you're here! Ross has been in his room ever since we came back, you have to go talk to him! He's not talking to anyone!" Rydel said.

I nodded. "Where's his room?"

"Up the stairs, third door to your right. The second door is mine by the way. Come in after you and Ross become official." she winked.

"Okay." Then walked up the stairs.

"Good luck!" I heard Rydel call when I reached the top.

"Thanks! I need quite a lot of that!" I called back.

Okay, third door on my right... I could hear soft sniffles from the room. This is all my fault...

I took a deep breath and knocked on the door gently.

"Leave me alone, Rydel," came a muffled reply.

"Ross, it's me, Laura. Open up, I have something to tell you," I replied.

There was silence. I was about to knock again when the door opened. There stood Ross, his eyes red from crying.

"Look, if you're here to break my heart even more by trying to comforting me and telling me to give up on you, you can leave now, but I'll never give up on you. I will keep trying until I can call you mine."

I smiled and pushed him into his room.

I sat him on his bed and stood in front of him. Wow, standing taller than him feels so incredible. "Ross, I'm not here to break your heart."

His puffy-red eyes lit up. "Are you saying-"

"Yes, I'll be your girlfriend."

He pulled me down to him and our lips collided. When we pulled apart, he ran around his room, yelling and screaming like a maniac, and uhh...knocking down everything in his way.

"What's going on in here?" Rydel had appeared.

I giggled and replied, "He's freaking out because I said I'd be his girlfriend."

She smiled and looked at Ross, who was now jumping up and down on his bed. "He's a weirdo."

"But he's my weirdo."
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