Unthinkable

Knt let the past go

Scream after scream

I woke up still sleepy I got out my bed rubbing my green eyes trying to take the sleepiness out

Scream that's all I kept hearing was my mother's scream I crept down the stairs trying to be very quiet once I reach the bottom of the stairs I see my daddy on the floor there was so much blood it was coming from his mouth his favorite shirt and his pants I wanted to help he looked at me put his finger to his mouth motioning me to be quiet a weak smile on his face his last words daddys little angel daddy loves you so much you were the best daughter I will always be with you he put his hand to his heart and closed his eyes his chest stopped moving I was very smart for my age I knew then and there I had lost my daddy at the time I let one tear fall from my eye for his death and he took apart of me with his last breath

Scream Reggie LEAVE ME ALONE GET OFF OF ME WHY DID YOU DO THIS

I peeked around the corner to see my uncle on top of my mama restraining her him between her legs mama was crying and bleeding

WHY YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY I WAS THE ONE IN LOVE WITH YOU I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU BUT YOU YOU SELFISH BITCH YOU NEVER EVEN LOOKED MY WAY YOU WHERE TO INVOLVED WITH HIM I KILLED HIM AND MY WIFE WELL EX WIFE SO WE COULD BE TOGETHER BABY CAN'T YOU SEE WE CAN START FRESH AND RAISE ARE PRINCESSE AND SON TOGETHER WE CAN START OVER

YOUR SICK YOU FUCKING BASTARD

AH don't say things like that baby it well make me up set we don't want that now do we get up

Mama just layed there

GET UP BITCH

he grabbed her by the hair and threw her on the rocking chair tapped her down

I didn't move from my spot in the shadows I just watched HIM like a eagle he picked daddy up and went out side it sounded like he got in his truck sure enough his lights came on and gravel began to move I ran to mama

Oh baby are you ok

Yes mam there blood coming from your stomach mama

I know sweetie im going to be ok I need you to listen to mommy really good ok

Yes mam

I want you to go to the kitchen and find the biggest knife in there then hide it somewhere safe if he comes to hurt you you use that you hear

Yes mam why don't I just untie you

Baby mama is in no shape to fight ok Reggie has done something very bad to mama ok now hurry up and do as I say before he comes back

I ran as fast as my little feet would take me I grabbed the knife tucked it and ran to my room I put it under my pillow that's the fastest place to get it if needed I ran back to mama

Ok mama I did it its under my pillow

Ok baby you need to stay upstairs and hide

But I don't

You listen to mama ok mama loves you with all my heart and daddy does to mama is not going to make it out of here ok but you you will sweetie you have your entire life ahead of you ok you we will for us no matter what happens you fight until you can't fight any more grab the necklace around my neck baby

I did as mama said and removed it

This will be the key to your success ok when you get older you will understand this better whatever you do do not lose this they are going to take you away from here not sure a good place or bad place but you keep this and go to my room under the bed there's a letter you don't read it until you are 18 ok I love you be good baby now go theres a small trap door in your closet that will lead outside if you get the chance you run with all your night Ok baby

Yes mam mama you and daddy where the best parents I love you so much thank you I will see you and daddy and my baby brother in heaven watch over me mama

I got on my mama gave her a tight hug and a kiss on the forehead which ment to us see you later

I did all she asked me to do I was in my closet felt like hours the screams returned over and over I rocked myself back and forth counting mama use to say if you can't sleep count so that's what i did the screams got more scary so I left my safe place with the knife in my hand I crept back downstairs to hear my mama crying lowly my uncle was between my mama's legs moving back and forth he was grunting not sure why I couldn't see any pain

Please Reggie stop please

He slapped mama and chocked her she had even more blood coming out it was all over the floor I gripped the knife tighter and ran full speed ahead and stabbed him in the neck he wasn't prepared for it but I kept stabbing until I seen him not moving anymore mama pulled me to her hugging me saying sweet things in my ear rocking back and fourth my eyes were glued to the man that I knew had changed my life around me he winked at me before he closed his eyes for the last time