Unthinkable

Had to grow up fast

Mama called the police but we live so far out In the middle of no where they didn't find us until the morning we stayed in that position the entire night I knew deep in my heart my mama wasn't going to make it and I knew my baby brother didn't make it because he layed next to us where my Uncle had removed him that's where all the screaming came from I was still young and didn't really know what was going on but I knew I took a life and that was bad I had mamas necklace around my neck under my night gown and the letter tucked in my pj pants just in case me and mama got separated the police came and snatched me from my mamas arms tears flooding down both of are faces because we knew we would never see eachother again I love you were the last words I seen on my mamas pink lips

the police asked what happened and I explained everything but somewhere in the system I lost myself I wouldn't talk to anybody I woke up every night at 10:05 screaming bloody murder reliving everything every night where I would sit by the window all day just in my own world it would be a entire day go by without me speaking a word to any one they came close I would fight them with all my might until they got tired and sent me here saying that I was mental and I don't know what's going on around me I've been here ever since they didn't even tell me what happened to my mama since I've been here the system has forgotten me I've been beaten tortured raped you name it I've been through it here but everything happens for a reason right its made me stronger and look at the world differently where everything is not sweet or nice there's a cruel world that out weighs the good in this world but hey I grew up fast I guess that's a plus

Present Time

I quickly put my necklace back under the mattress when the door came opened Mrs Williams was back like she said she closed and locked the door like I could escape

Oh have you been waiting for me baby

Mrs Williams was a very beautiful woman tall nice built hazel eyes moca skin but I think she's more crazy then me she started her assault on me at the tender age of 14 I don't fight anymore I just let her do whatever she wants to do with me at least I get some pleasure from it I learned a long time ago not to fight it would just bring me pain but now im numb to it all

Sexual Scene

She grips my gown and throws it to the ground while I lay there she kisses my neck then my breast one at a time while rubbing on my clitous

You like that dont you you nasty slut

She then removed her nurse gown and bra she climbs on top of me kissing my neck one again while rubbing on her self

Suck my breasts now and if you bite I will make sure you don't wake up until tomorrow night

I do as she says and take one nipple in my mouth

Good now rub the other one

She starts to moan

Oh that feels good keep going

She's rubbing on her self while I'm still attached to get breast shes humping me down there I didnt mean to or want to but I let out a small moan she stops and pushes me down hard pulls my legs apart she slowly starts to rub me then deeps her head down there shes gripping my breast hard but I know not to say anything she starts going at a faster pace with her tongue going in and out shes fingering herself I guess to reach hers

Ride my face so you can cum

I look at her I don't know what she means

Ugh I swear your just stupid do the same as I am doing with my tongue

I nod and does what she asks I suddenly feel something in the pit of my stomach its feeling good so I go faster as she sucks on me then something is released and it feels amazing I lay back sleepy for the first time in a long time she comes I can tell by her moans
She climbs on top and kisses me on my cheek and smiles

Good girl

she gets dressed and is about to walk out the room but turns and says you tell anybody and I will kill you

I look at her and say

Im already dead

She walks out the room and I fall asleep but not for long I know my nightmares with be here soon