wet ; sam wilk + jack johnson

twenty one

Angela;

This is way too hard to choose. I love both Jack and Sammy. They both mean the absolute world to me. I've known Jack way longer obviously, since third grade. He knows so much about me, he's seen me at my worst and at my best. Our memories are awesome, I enjoy the moments with him.

I really do love Jack, like so much. I could never lose him. If I lost him, I don't know what I would do. I would go crazy. I wouldn't eat, or talk to anyone. He means so much to me.

Sammy on the other hand, I love him also. I lost my virginity to him, that has to say I love him a lot. Girls' virginitys are special. It's not something you just throw away, you only have one of it. I feel like I lost it to someone special, and amazing. I do think it's not good to lose it after three months of dating, that's a little weird. If I could take it back and lose it to Jack, I honestly would.

I've been thinking about Jack nonstop ever since the other night. Every time I see Sammy, Jack pops into my brain. Happy thoughts fill my head when I think of him. I have to admit, I have had dirty thoughts about Jack; and I know he's had some of me too.

Do you ever wonder how your life would be without the most important person in your life being there? It's scary, to be honest. Like, they mean so much to you, you can't imagine them not being in your life.

That's me with Jack. I know I've said it a billion times before, but I cannot lose him, I won't let it happen. Losing him would be like losing a organ of mine.

I guess more thinking will have to do it...ill think long and hard about it.

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sorry it's wayyyy too short, I'll update soon with a longer chapter.