Endless Love {3} | Justin Bieber

two.

Justin

I stood in my room and paced back and forth, waiting for my phone to ring and I could get more information about Cassie. It had been three days and I didn't hear of her or her brother and to say that it was pissing me off was an understatement.

I wish that I had listened to Cassie when she told me to stay home and let it go. Like she had suspected it was a trap and now she was gone and it was all my fault because I made her go, because I wouldn't fucking listen. I regretted it so fucking bad and if I could I'd turn back time so she would be here with me now.

I sighed and sat down on the bed, running my fingers through my hair and tugging at the ends slighty out of frustration. I knew that sitting here and doing nothing wasn't getting me anywhere but I had already done so much the past three days and it didn't get me anywhere either. I couldn't even remember when I slept the last time because I was so busy trying to find my girlfriend and everytime I closed my eyes I remembered the moment I knew she was gone.

I looked around me one more time before I sighed and let my shoulders fall. There was nothing to see here and nobody was here. I was beginning to think that the exchange had already been and there was no point of us being here. It would be the best to go back home now.

I walked all the way back to the place where we had separated to see if the other were maybe there already. When I arrived at the place, Will arrived there too. I asked him if he saw anything and he said that he didn't. Maybe Cassie was right when she said that there was something wrong here.

No wanting to stay any longer at the port, we decided to go look for Cassie so we could drive back home. Will and I made our way to the direction Cassie walked to and began looking for her but after a few minutes there was no sign of her. I called her name a few times, hoping that she would answer but she didn't and that made me extremely nervous and my heart started beating faster in my chest. We separated and looked over the whole place where we told her to look at.

If anything happend to her it would be my fault because she told me multiple times to stay home but I didn't want to listen to her. Her feeling was right, this was all so wrong and Daniel had something shady going on over here. I just hoped that Cassie was okay and that there was a reason why she didn't hear me call her name so often because if Daniel or somebody else had done anything to her, I wouldn't forgive myself.

I couldn't even call her to ask her where she was. Fuck, letting her go alone was the worst decision we had ever made. Even if she was able to handle herself pretty well, we didn't think about how many people could be here waiting for us, waiting for her. If it was her against a few strong men ... I didn't even want to think about the outcome. I was really so stupid for letting my girl go alone. In the dark. Who fucking does that?

Ten minutes later, there was still no sign of Cassie and I was anxious at this point. I decided to run back and see if Will found her. I noticed a side path when I ran and I immediately turned on it to look if there might be anything. It was dark here and I couldn't see much and that's why I paid extra attention. I walked and walked until I was almost at the end on the porch and there was one thing that caught my eye. A gun. Cassie's gun. My heart dropped to the pit of my stomach.

I ran over to the gun and took it in my hands and then I started screaming Cassie's name like a mad man. I stopped a few moments later, knowing that nobody was gonna answer me. I was breathing heavily and I heard Will's footsteps behind me when I dropped to my knees. In that moment I knew for sure that she was gone. I had lost Cassie.