Endless Love {3} | Justin Bieber

twenty-eight.

Cassie

A month later

Things were going pretty good for Justin and I.

For the first time after a long while everything was perfect between us and everything around us and for once I had a feeling that it was going to stay that way.

After what had happen with Luiz and my brother got me I had told him that I didn't want Justin to ever found out about that night because I knew how it would end and he was in recovery and I didn't want to add to it. Daniel and I decided to keep it our secret but after a fews night after Justin was awake again and doing fine I had told him about it because I couldn't keep that to myself.

Justin, however, had not been mad at me at all. He just took me in his arms and told me how brave it was from me to try and defend my friends and that he was proud of me. I had really not expected that because the last time I was face to face with the enemy Justin was mad as fuck and I thought that that was going to happen all over again.

We had a long conversation afterwards where I told him that I didn't want to have anything with gang business anymore. I had to stop anyway when the baby was here and I just felt like this life wasn't the one for me and that I couldn't do this for a long run. I had plans to go to college and work and do all the other normal stuff and I wanted to be focused on that only and my child as well when it was in the world finally.

Justin had accepted my decision and Will had too after I talked to him about it. I kinda felt bad that I had to step out because they had already lost Liliana and Jaden and now I was leaving as well and their number of members was decreasing but I had to think to about myself and be selfish with my decision.

Justin was recovering very fast. When we had gotten home from the hospital the day he had been released, he had been very weak for a few days but quickly he was alright again. And he started being a cute boyfriend too. Justin had been constantly buying me flowers and he cooked for me which was weird because he never cooked for anyone. He woke me up with breakfast in bed almost every morning and he was overall making me feel like a princess during the day.

First I thought it was because of the medicine he had to take daily but he explained to me that since he found out that I was pregnant he felt like he didn't spoil me enough and with everything that had been going on he never had the time to do so and he wanted to make up for it now. For that I appreciated him so much. He just knew how to keep me happy all the time.

Everything between had be so perfect anyway lately, so perfect that I thought that there was no bad in the world because with him everything was good and the way he made me feel was beyond description.

I love Justin so much. I didn't even know you could get to this level of loving and have so much love for one person. I certainly didn't think that I would find a love like this at this age but now that I had it I never wanted it to go away.

I hoped everything was going to stay like this forever...

Today Justin and I were going to his parent's house. It had been so long since we had seen them and they had invited us over for a barbecue so we were getting ready to go.

I stood in front of the mirror and admired my body, especially my belly. I was four month pregnant and I legit looked like I was six or seven month pregnant. I had seen pictures of what woman, who were as far as I was looked like and I looked nothing like that. I was way bigger and that worried me and I started to feel uncomfortable in my own body.