August 6th
The internal battle between good and evil is strong in the world. It's strong in me too. I can't decide wether to stay and let people in and help me, or once I have this baby, leave it with them and disappear. Disappearing is good, I've done it my whole life, and it's been perfectly okay. People come and go all the time, this time won't be any different.
But at the same time, I finally have two people who love me, and not drunkenly. People that want me for me.
This internal battle keeps me up all night, constantly being the angle and devil on my shoulder. Eventually I will have to pick one, I only have 5 months left.
August 9th
I have decided. Once I have this baby, I will come home and when night falls, I will leave. I will buy a bus ticket and go as far as it will take me, and then I will change my hair, maybe die it. I will change my entire life. Start fresh, and maybe twenty years from now, I can go back and meet my kid. Until then, I need to make sure my plan is perfect.
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Fanfictionif ur gonna continue reading this in 2022 pls know i wrote this when i was like 14 and that a massive trigger warning for SA is needed for this book/summary. -much love, kenzie Meet Cecilia Brooks. She goes by Cece. Cece was 16 when her father got...
