My sisters boyfriend (boyxboy) (completed)

It's Such A Beautiful Day

Kellin

A bright and early morning; birds singing, sun shining, no yelling.

This was a sign to a start of a beautiful day. The smile on my face wasn't going away any time soon as I reminisced in the events of last night. I had my first kiss with someone I actually really really really liked. And it wasn't just any kiss, it was making out. I actually did that!

Can you believe it, me? A young feminine Kellin Quinn , in his own habitat, receiving explosive kisses from a short, pretty, tan guy? Not only that, but he's older than me.

Fuck, I'm in a fairytale, aren't I? Is this real? Could this be real life? Am I asleep? Have I gotten brain damage and become a delusional monster who lives under a bridge, feeding on the toes of his enemies and fantasizing about a life that's not even mine?

I hope not.

Vic is too pretty to not exist. That kiss was too sweet to not have happened.

But then again, yesterday was so amazing that I would have never thought something like that could happen to me. That brings another thought on...

Did anyone even notice my absence?

I decided to take a look for myself, so I made my way downstairs, no one in sight. My parents must have still been sleeping, maybe mom was at work? I hope she is. I don't want to look at her, I'm not even so sure I'll be able to stay here any longer if anything else drastic happens.

"Kellin?"

I turned to the quiet voice. Kathy stepped down the stairs quickly and then rushed over to me, embracing me in a warm hug. I was confused, but I hugged her back anyways.

"Gosh, I thought you'd died in your room." She chuckled, not yet letting go. "Are you okay?"

I held her a little closer and closed my eyes.

"Not really." How could I be okay now that she reminded me of all this bullshit? It's not her fault though.

"Moms stupid. You know she doesn't mean any of that, right? What she said...she loves you." And just like that the moment was ruined and I let go of her.

"Yea, I can see how much she loves me with the countless 'I hate yous'." I scoffed.

"Kellin, you just need to be a little easier on her, she-"

"I need to be easier on her?!" I yelled. "Why should I be easier on the woman who taunts me everyday and wants me dead?!"

"Kellin!" Kathy's eyes flashed anger, as if she was offended by what I had said. "She doesn't want you dead! She just wants you to be normal! You don't understand how hard it-"

"Normal?! Oh, fuck, I'm sorry, I didn't realize that I could just shut off my emotions, cut off my depression, and throw out my eating disorder! She told me to kill myself, Kathy! She fucking yelled it in my face and left me to do it! I almost fucking killed myself, do you not fucking understand that I'm a mess?! I can't stop everything with a snap of my fingers, I can't ignore my thoughts! I can't be normal, I can't be happy, and I can't fucking be you!"

Kathy 's face changed from one of anger, to confusion, to regret in a matter of seconds.

"But hey, why should you care? You're just as bad as mom anyway." I spoke.

And so I went up to my room, holding in the tears, trying to swallow the snowball in my throat, and quickly set out to call Jack, in attempt to regain my so called 'beautiful day'.

-

"Dude, I haven't seen you all summer! Man, whatcha been up to?" Jack asked, grinning. I was excited to see my old pal. I hadn't seen him since the summer started and getting away from everything right now was already doing me some good. Maybe I could save the day.

"My parents have had me locked up and cleaning mostly." I chuckled. "But something different has happened."

"Spill it." He didn't waste a second.

"I uh, I met someone." I went pink. I haven't been able to talk about Vic to anyone and I kind of really just wanted to gossip. Only problem was, he didn't know I was gay.

"Ooh, no way! Kelly gots himself a girlfriend?!" Jack grinned.

"No!" I laughed. "I just...it's complicated. I'm kind of stuck."

"Stuck how?"

"Um..."I contemplated what I was going to say next.

"Don't be a fucking pussy, get some pussy." Jack spoke, serious written all over his face. I cringed and almost gagged right there.

"Ew, no! It's a guy! I met a guy..." I looked down at my hands, waiting for an insult.

"Wow, what's his name?"

I looked up at Jack in a little bit of shock. "V-Vic. His names Vic."

"Well why are you stuck?"

"I, um...I really like him. He's...he's dating Kathy." I spoke quietly. My nails scratching at my wrist.

"Duuuuuuuuuudddeeee. That blows. When you say Vic, do you mean Fuentes?"

"Yea..." I whispered.

"No way, is he into you?"

"...I think so...we kissed yesterday."

"What?! Man, he's definitely into you! What about Kathy? You realize he cheated on her with you, right? That's kind of fucked up, man."

"Yea. I couldn't help myself...he kissed me and I just...I let him." I smiled, looking at my hands.

"How did this even happen?" He asked curiously. "I didn't even know he was gay."

"He's not." Jack looked confused. "It's complicated, but he likes guys more than girls. Anyway, it kind of just started when we first met, Kathy bought him home to show him off and we kind of just started taking. She just thinks we're friends, which we are, but...she doesn't know anything else. Heck, you're the only one that knows now. So after we came back from Vegas, he took me home and we kissed an-"

"Woah! Slow the fuck down! You went to Vegas?!"

"Yea." I laughed. "We snuck out at around midnight and went. I wasn't having the best week and he wanted to make me feel better."

"I don't think I've ever seen you talk about someone like this."

"What do you mean?"

"Like, you're so happy. You're blushing ever ten seconds and smiling every five." Jack smiled.

"Oh." I blushed. "I really like him, Jack."

"Well, I think you need to talk to him then. You can't keep going behind Kathy's back. It's only gonna come around to bite you in the ass."

"I know."

A/N: Heeeeeeey! I need to finish a project that's due tomorrow so here's a quick chapter! Love you so much, thank you for reading! I'll try to update soon!!