My sisters boyfriend (boyxboy) (completed)

Hearts on fire

Kellin

"Kathy..." I stepped inside of Kathy's room, closing the door behind me. "Can we talk?"

She was sobbing in the furthest corner of her room. It hurt. No matter what, she was still my sister. I sighed, walking towards her bundled up body on the floor. I crouched down beside her and pulled her into my side.

"I'm sorry."

She didn't say anything. I let her cry on my shoulder for about a whole hour until she finally started talking to me.

"You're gay." She sniffled.

"Yes..." I hesitated. "I am."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"I...I just...I was scared, I-I didn't know what you'd say."

"Kellin, I don't give a shit if vagina repulses you and you like to suck dick." She chuckled. "But why Vic?"

I didn't answer. I couldn't. I couldn't tell her about how I fell for him, what we've done, how long we've been doing it. But I need to come clean.

"Kell, please..."

"When we first met...he...we started talking. Like...w-we were f-flirting back and fourth, I-I didn't mean for it to happen, Kathy, but he's just so...he's amazing. He's, god, he's perfect." I admitted. "I'm in love with him..." I whispered.

She looked up at me, she was hurt.

"Does...does he love you?"

"I don't know." I answered honestly.

"I'm getting rid of it." Kathy looked down at her lap.

"What?"

"The baby. I...I can't keep it. Come with me? Please?"

I nodded my head, I almost forgot about what she was going through, I was so caught up in my own problems, I didn't even think about who she had to be there for her.

My own sister was pregnant. And who was the father? I still didn't know.

"Who's um...who's the father?" I asked.

She shut her eyes and shook her head.

"His-His names Andy...he's a senior, he was giving me more attention then Vic was, and...I just, he was being so sweet, you know? I'm so stupid. He um...he doesn't know yet."

"Kathy...do you really want to get rid of it?" I asked. Her eyes watered and she shook her head.

"I have to. I don't have a choice, mom, dad, they'll kill me! Andy won't want to anything to do with it and- I can't do this by myself. I'm still in high school-"

"You don't have to do this alone..." I spoke. "I'm here for you no matter what you chose to do."

-

Nerves.

Nothing but nerves rushing through me as Kathy and I waited for the doctor to come in.

After an agonizing short wait, the doctor came in and he started speaking to us. He told her to put her feet in the stirrups and lay back. She had a medical gown on and she was a nervous wreck. Her lip quivered as she stared at the white ceiling, her grip tight but shaky on my hand. Her eyes watery, but no tear spilling.

"Okay, you ready sweetie?" The doctor asked, once finished setting up. Kathy didn't say anything. She swallowed hard and shut her eyes. The doctor took that as a yes and slowly bought his hands down. Kathy's eyes burst open, she sits up panicked, breathing heavily and pushed him off.

"No! Stop! Stop!"

The doctor tried to calm her down, he held her arms down, but she wasn't nervous, she was regretting her decision and so I pushed the doctor off of her and she ran out of the room. I caught up to her, she was sobbing at the end of the hall.

"I-I couldn't do it! I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"  She wailed. I held her, she cried and breathed harsh into my chest.

"Shh, shh, you have nothing to be sorry for. It's your choice. It's okay." I cooed.

"Please, tell me I'm gonna be fine...t-tell me everything's g-gonna be f-fine." Kathy begged.

My heart tore in two and all I could do was lie to her, and tell her that it would all be okay. But truth is, I don't know how things will turn out. I don't know if she's gonna tell Andy, I don't know what Andy will do, I don't know what our parents would say.

I don't know If she'll be okay.

-

"Do you want to tell Andy today? I can be there with you." I asked.

"No...I just want to rest today. I can't...handle this right now." Kathy replied. She slowly walked across the hall to her room, but then she turned around and rushed over to me, hugging me tight.

"Thank you so much, Kell."

"You're welcome." And then I watched her as she went to her room. Today was heavy. Gosh, if I felt this way about what was happening, I can hardly imagine what she must be feeling like. This must be torturous for her. She must be terrified. I can't imagine carrying a little Vic inside me and not being worried at all.

Shit, did I say Vic? What's wrong with me? And why am I even thinking about having a baby? I'm a boy, I have no ovaries.

Fuck, I have it bad.

Dismissing that thought from my mind, I walked into my room and was surprised to see Vic in there, laying on the bed with his headphones in, looking up at the ceiling.

I quietly and swiftly got on the bed after shutting the door, and straddled his hips. He looked up quick, surprised but smiling. He pulled me in for a kiss, bit my lower lip softly and squeezed at my sides. He had his headphones in and I wanted to get this off my chest, even if he wouldn't hear me, so I went out and said it.

"I love you, Vic." I smiled. I kissed him some more and he took his headphones out. He looked at me, in thought.

"I love you too." And my heart broke out of my chest, into the pits of my small stomach. He was quick to go back to my lips, his tongue was warm against mine, he tasted like mint. He pushed me softly to the bed, my back flat against it, he straddled me, pressing his lower half against mine, causing me to moan lowly, making my heart set on pure, raging fire.

"I love you, I love you, I love you so fucking much." Vic sighed happily.

And just like that, everything felt a thousand times better than it would have before.

A/N: Smut in the next chapter c;