My sisters boyfriend (boyxboy) (completed)

I could die right now

Kellin

I sat in the backseat of the car with my hands folded in my lap, I stared at the stranger in the passenger seat through the mirror. She was very pretty. She was around my moms age with these bright green eyes. My mom laughed along to something she said to her. I was still so confused, who is she?

Why is she staying with us?
Did my mom divorce my dad?
Why was is so easy for her to leave?

The moment Jasey looked back at me is the moment I stopped staring.

"You moms told me a lot about you, dear. I didn't think I'd get to meet you so soon." She smiled. I looked at her and furrowed my eyebrows in confusion.

"She has? Why would we have to meet, anyway? I don't know who you are and all of a sudden you're just gonna live with us?" I replied bluntly, rolling m eyes. I didn't like that my mom was being so secretive.

"Kellin, don't be rude." My mom spat.

"It's fine, Beth." Jasey smiled, she reached a hand over and placed it on my moms thigh.

"We'll talk at home, Kellin." Was the last thing my mom said to me.

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Getting to the house...my house, was a little bit of a let down. The house was smaller than my old house and this one was a light shade of brown. I don't like brown unless it's Vic brown.

We all got out of the car and started taking my things into the house, which, let me remind you, was only one story. I had always lived in a two story house, this was a lot different from that. It was odd not seeing stairs as soon as you'd walk in. Other than that, we had a nice big kitchen and a cozy little living room.

I walked around, looking at everything. My mom pointed to which room I'd be in. It was the closest to the bathroom and across from another door.

I opened the door in front of my room and found it to be a closet. I went all the way down and around the corner to the last two door and that's when I was confused again. There were only two rooms.

"Mom!" I shouted, walking back to the living room.

"Yes?"

"Uh, there's only two rooms. Where's Jasey gonna sleep?" I asked.

"Oh..." My mom looked at Jasey and gave her a nervous smile. "With me..."

"Wait, what?" And then the craziest idea flew through my mind. "But...you're not..."

"Jasey's my girlfriend, Kellin. She's the reason I divorced Mark."

My jaw dropped. She can't be serious. Girlfriend?

"Mom, you realize she has a vagina, right?"

"Kellin!" My moms eyes widened. I couldn't hold back though, this was...this didn't make any sense.

"Mom, you both have vaginas! You're both female! I thought you were straight! I thought you were against homosexual people!" I was shocked and wanted explanations.

"Actually, I don't have a vagina yet." Jasey laughed, reaching for my moms hand. "That's not until next month."

"What?" I sat down. This was a lot to take in.

"Kellin, honey...I know this is all new...but I just wasn't sure how to tell you. Jasey's a transgender female, I actually met her through work." My mom smiled. Jasey smiled back at her and kissed her softly on the cheek.

"So you're...you're not straight? Since when? Holy shit, why didn't you tell me? Why weren't you okay with me being gay!" I stood up. I was angry now that it set in. I had come out to her when I was younger and she told me I was in a phase.

"I never said I wasn't!" My mom yelled.

"But I came out to you and you told me it was just a phase! You told me I'd get over it! Are you kidding me?! You're with a woman!" I yelled back. Jasey didn't say a word as she watched us.

"I didn't know what to say, Kellin! I shouldn't have."

"Than why did you?! My whole life I've been afraid to come to you about this...I couldn't even tell you about Vic..."

"Look, I'm not as strong as you are...I couldn't date a girl I liked when I was younger because my dad had told me I was wrong for thinking that way. I wasn't supposed to marry you're father. My dad told me I needed to if I wanted to stay in his life. Kellin, I had to, I couldn't stand up to him...but it's okay because I got you out of it. I met Jasey a couple of months ago...I think it was maybe six months? And she just...I couldn't keep lying to myself, honey. Your father and I were having problems already and I honestly couldn't stand him anymore. Jasey was here with me, she's made me happier than I've ever been. I'm not gonna sit here and lie to you an tell you that I waited until after I divorced. I didn't. I couldn't. I told Mark about her and...and we agreed it was best to leave eachother. You have to understand that I didn't know how to deal with any of it. I'm so sorry, Kellin."

I was overwhelmed.

She cheated on my dad. Shes divorced from my dad. She's okay with me being gay. She's gay. She has a girlfriend. Her girlfriend is transgender. We're all gonna live together. My grandpa is homophobic like my own dad. Everything's fucking too much and I want Vic.

"I think...I think I need to be alone for a while." I mumbled.

"Please tell me you're okay." My mom spoke. I looked at her, only sure of one thing.

"I'm not sure." I answered honestly. I couldn't imagine being in the closet for that long and having to fake being straight and being forced into marriage like that just to keep your family happy. "But I'm happy for you."

A/N: I'm not sure how I feel about this chapter xD there's a lot of confrontation and shit. Anyway, I'm currently listening to the entirety of the A Flair For The Dramatic album and very content. And I'm sorry if this is a shitty chapter, I was distracted while writing this.