Do You Need A Doctor Baby, You Scared? (Ben Bruce Re-Done)

Do You Need A Doctor Baby, You Scared?

"No!" I screamed as I walked around the apartment with Krissy behind me pleading to go on this date with Ben, it was something her and Danny came up with.

"Come on Sierra!" She pleaded some more as I walked into my bedroom, grabbing my phone off the desk.

"What!" I screamed as I saw that Ben had already agreed with Danny, apparently Danny had a way with words.

"Ha! That's my boy!" Krissy squealed as she grabbed my hand and tugged me out of my bed room, of course she knew Ben was going to say yes, I mean you can't just say no to Danny and Krissy without getting those god awful puppy eyes from them that just melt your heart. I gave into Krissy's wish and started to get ready to go out; they planned the whole date for Ben and I. Ben has been the biggest sweetheart to me lately, he hasn't been staying with us but he has been texting me none-stop. He's just been the best, we still aren't together but it's a little weird how things are, it's like 'before the dating' kind of phase where you are still trying to get to know each other. It's really hard for me right now also, I have been trying to quit my addiction but I have been sneaking around for the past few days behind everyone's back. I feel so terrible about it but I can't help myself, especially when Ryan comes a knocking on the apartment door saying he's go new stuff it's like Heaven all over again. I walked out of my room into the living room, I was told to wear something comfy. So for the best of luck, I wore black skinny jeans, my favorite jumper, and my blue and black beanie hat and with the weather outside it was best to have some layers on. I was so nervous, I haven't seen Ben in over a week; with cutting down on drugs and everything I was able to gain some weight but not a lot. I could feel the shadows creep up on me when I stood in the mirror, mocking me, and torturing me.

I was jumping up and down on my feet, as I listened to some Of Mice & Men in my room; they always seemed to calm my nerves down no matter what. They were my band of choice to go to when I needed a good mosh or so, sometimes I would throw in a little Suicide Silence and Silverstein to calm my nerves some more. I was jumping and head banging along to 'The Depths' not even realizing anyone in the room, until Ben came up from beyond me, picking me up off the ground and twirling me around.

"Ben! Put me down!" I laughed as he just through me over his shoulders and started to jump along a little to the song, he had his hands lightening hitting my bum along to the songs beat. I couldn't help but laugh at how childish he was being it was so adorable, if you saw us you would be surprised that almost a month ago we hated each other.

"Alright, alright, love" he laughed as he sat me back on my feet right in front of him, I felt his hands find their way to my face as he lifted my head up to look into his eyes. He just looked so happy, his smile was from ear to ear and the look in his eyes made my heart skip a beat. I placed my hands on his chest and I stood on my tippy-toes, soon enough his lips came crashing down onto mine. I smiled into the kiss as I wrapped my arms around his neck; Ben placed his hands on the small of my back as he pulled me closer to his body. As we pulled away he placed his forehead against mine and took a long deep breath, before opening them back up again.

"God, I fucking missed the taste of your lips" He smiled at me, as he pulled me into a tighter hug. I loved Ben's smile more than anything in the world, the way his eyes just lite up when he smiled was so amazing.

"I missed you too Ben" I smiled as I pressed our foreheads together again; it was something we always did. I think Ben liked it the most; he would always just close his eyes and just wrap his arms around me. It's felt so nice to be in his arms, it was like his body just engulfed me; like have you ever just got a bunch of really cold comfy blankets, and you laid on a really soft and comfy couch and just wrapped the blankets around you? Because that's what it felt like to be in Ben's arms and I couldn't explain it any other way.