Her struggle with love (Demi fan fiction)

CHAPTER 19

MADISON'S POV

I couldn't help but get angry at the fact that my family was so blind to not see that Magdalena and Demi were having a relationship and messing around under their own roof. It was disrespectful and rude so I made my way to Demi's room but ran into Magdalena full of tears.

"Alena?"

She ignored me and ran down the stairs speeding off and you could hear Dallas and my mom calling out to her outside if she as ok but all I heard was screeching tires. I've never seen someone cry like that since Demi had to leave to treatment. All of a sudden my heart dropped and I ran into Demi's room worried but she was asleep. Smiling in her sleep.

"Don't leave Maddie come cuddle with me please."

I didn't hate Demi I hated Magdalena. She took all Demi's attention, sure they invited me out with them most of the time but now I realize I was only a cover up. Mad at her for it but I climbed in bed with her anyway and she pulled the cover over us and snuggled close holding me tight like she use to when she finally came back. We slept together almost everyday that week.

"Did you and Magdalena fight just now? I thought you two were best friends now."

Demi laughed shaking her head kissing my cheek.

"No why did you want us to? because you think she is stupid?"

So she told on me. I should have known. I turned around facing Demi and looked at her with a poker face. If they didn't fight or break up why was Magdalena crying? Why do I care she is single handedly trying to ruin my sister and her career. She came in it as a fan and now she is trying to use Demi to get noticed more, why the hell else did she get together with her and just for sex.

"She is just using you to get famous Demi I just don't want you hurt"

Demi looked at me confused with a smile.

"No she isn't she actually cares about me and you know that she wouldn't hurt me. right? Maddie Alena told me she wasn't going to make me say anything till I was ready."

"So it isn't like just doing the nasty? and its not normal for girls to be with each other."

Demi laughed when I said the nasty throwing her head back then covering herself blushing. Why was it funny? honestly mom and dad wouldn't like it.

"It's not just doing the nasty."

Demi laughed and then looked at me in the eyes and I could feel she meant every word and that I knew she just wanted me to approve; but for some reason I was mad at it more because of who she was dating and not because it was a girl.

"I actually really love her Maddie. You use to love Alena even when we stopped being friends it was because she thought I was going to say no to liking her back. She deals with similar thing like me allot similar and I know I said the same for Wilmer but she experienced it herself so know what to do and say. Wilmer knew what to say and gave me space but I didn't realize what I really needed was to be close to you guys allot more not space... Magdalena knows that and she even bring you on our dates because she knows you need me like I need you. Maddie Alena is the love of my life but I'm not going to be completely happy until I get my true best friend to approve."

true best friend? Marissa already joked about it was that not enough? I always felt like Marissa didn't really like me but Demi told me she loved me. When Demi is around Marissa acts different almost like she wants her to think she likes everyone but really she is sort of a fake. I figured her true best friend would have already approved.

"Marissa doesn't approve of you two? she jokes with Dallas about it I thought it was ok with them."

"No, they do approve but I meant you. Your my little sister but also my number one best friend and person...aside from mom and dad you are the first person in this family and world I care about and worry about most. I want you happy so can't you just be happy I'm happy? like really really happy."

I win. I top them all and I have to admit I felt special and if it wasn't for the fact I was still mad at what they did I would have cried. I didn't necessarily approve of it but I wanted Demi happy even if it meant being with a girl. It's not that I don't approve but mom and dad would think it was wrong and supporting it is wrong so I can't do it if I want them to like me. I hugged Demi telling her I love her and she played with my hair making e sleepy out of nowhere.

"I love you to but, how did you find out?"

I huffed and looked up at her.

"Lets just say next time when you don't answer your door and its closed and I see clothes on the floor and the water running I won't come in ever again. Please don't have sex at our house go to her place"

"What?! oh shit I'm sorry baby!"

Demi said getting red letting go of me and covering her face. I loved her calling me baby and baby girl but not after what I heard and it made me cringe and Demi looked at me.

"Never call me baby either please"

I shivered and looked at her making a nasty face.

"The way I heard you using it no thanks. Stick to baby girl only please."

Demi laughed getting more red and I couldn't help but laugh at how embarrassed she was it served her right. Mess around with someone at home when were here and you will get caught and be embarrassed.

"I do have a question about sex though"

When I said that it's like someone walked into the room holding us at gun point. Demi tensed up looking at me with huge bugged eyes shaking her head.

"No you don't you are just a baby you don't even have a boyfriend or shouldn't have on till you are thirty no sex talk go to sleep."

Demi squished my face into her chest and I laughed at her reaction pushing he off.

"Demi I'm not even thinking of it I'm only thirteen for Christ sakes! but ... is everyone that loud like you?"

Demi started laughing uncontrollably and I looked at her confused and smiling. Demi blushed hard and Marissa and Dallas fell in the room laughing and plopping down on the bed.

"Not everyone is that loud trust me kid Demi just is that loud"

Dallas said holding her stomach laughing.

"Or Alena is just that good."

Eww. I may be a kid and know nothing in experience but I knew enough. Demi smacked Marissa on the head and Dallas on the leg While she got even more red. Like that was even humanly possible. I got off the bed walking to the door and turned around smiling.

"You guys are gross. talk all you want I'm going with mom and dad to see Georges recording"

I still don't like it. But I guess if it makes Demi happy but, I have to break them up. It will ruin her career and our Family. I have to make them break, It will hurt Demi but she can't do this to me or mom and dad. everyone will hate her and id Magdalena truly loves her she will understand that breaking up is the best. Family over relationships.

*HEY GUYS TOLD YOU MORE UPDATES! SO IS MADDIE A BITCH OR DO YOU AGREE WITH HER? SHOULD MAGDALENA LEAVE DEMI? HOW WILL DEMI FIND OUT? WILL THEY BREAK UP OR WILL MAGDALENA CHANGE HER MIND? STAY TUNED FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER.*