I try to be the happy person all of the time. The person who cheers people up when they are down and sad. This is who I want to be. But I can feel my smile start to crack, and the tears begin to well up in my eyes. Will someone help me when I am down and sad? Will someone help me dry my tears away too? Is there someone out there that can make me feel the same way that I had helped others to feel? Or am I just a lost cause? A broken record that just can't play the same tune anymore, because what had started out as just a little crack isn't so little anymore. Is this what I am reduced to being? Scared and alone, playing back the same loop because I can't make it any further on my own.
