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"How is he?" Cameron's father asked entering the room.
"He's fine the doctors said he collapsed from all the stress," I sighed as I rubbed my thumb across his hands.
"I didn't know he felt like that, he should know I would never blame it for anything , I hated myself for not being able to protect my family and left them in shame."
"Well maybe you should of told them that."
"I couldn't at the time but now I see the pain I caused and wish I could go back,"he sighed and I nodded understandingly.
"But you can't go back , only forward so just try to fix what you can now."
"I can't he hates me," I snorted, he clearly doesn't know Cameron at all, hating him is surely the least possible thing could do ."He doesn't hate you, he's just hurt because he loves and needed you and you left."
"Thanks kid." I nodded absentmindly, my mind on the fact that Cameron said he was alone. I knew he was just upset but I wouldn't shake the doubt in my mind making me think otherwise.
"Do you love him?" The question caught me off guard but when I thought about it and I thought about him there was no doubt in my mind . I loved Cameron more than I could even explain.
"Yes."
"He loves you too, you're his new home."
"What do you mean by that?"
"When he open the door for me to leave and he was away from you, like a light house leading a ship that it was the dark, he found his way to you," I was confused even more now." I left but I still looked into the room, he more he talked the more he made subconscious steps towards you, it's like he was lost in the dark and your the light house that led him home which is also you."
"Oh.." I mumbled feeling my cheeks heat up."I'm gonna go check on him." I said heading off to room and he mumbled an okay in return.
"Nates, " he mumbled as I entered the room. " I am so sorry, I was so mad,so mad, they left me ,they are leaving me ,I can't take it Nathan I can't." He broke into a sob hiding his face in his hands.
I quickly rush over to him pulling him in a tight embrace. " I will never leave you Cammy, I promise, believe they didn't want to leave you , your mom would never do that to you, or your little sister , not even your old man."
"But she is, my mom is leaving, I'll be alone and then you will leave me too," he cried. "I WONT! " I said sternly and lifted his head so he could look at me . " I love you Cameron, more than anything else and I won't leave your side ... not even if you ask me to."
He smiled and leaned in and kissed me.The kiss as always sent tingles through my body and I couldn't suppress my moan. I pulled away and kissed his forehead.
" I love you too." He smiled.
" You have to go talk to your mom and dad Cameron, I'll be here waiting for you but you have to go sort things out before it's too late." He nodded and have me one more kids before leaving the room.
C A M E R O N
"I'm so sorry for leaving, I felt responsible for Elizabeth and I couldn't face you, I failed you so I ran. Now you're about to leave and I can't lose you too... I lost our boy, he hates me... I lost our girl... and now you" I heard my father sobbing from the other side of the door in my mother's room.
"It's okay.. you are here now and he still loves you.. just don't leave him again ... he needs you for when I go.. you two will need each other ..I'm sad and happy.. sad I have to leave but happy I am getting to see our other baby again." Mom said in a rough voice.
"I -God what is happening?! NO ! Not so soon don't !Doctor!" My father screamed and a beeping sound filled the room along the with his screams causing me to quickly enter and see my mother's eyes closing with a teary eyes father gripping into her hand.
"Mom," I whispered standing next to add . "I love you both...." she whispered them a constant beeping filled the room and the doctors only seconds a later.
I gripped into dad as we both cried out hearts out mumbling apologises for everything .. while holding into each other for dear life .. afraid if we let go we might lose each other like we lost her.
I heard the doctors talking around us but paid no kind to it. All I could think about is how she was gone, she left. I didn't want her to but she did and I couldn't bring her back and I would do anything to bring her back.
" It's okay we are here," Nathan said and I heard his mother and father mumble smoothing words as we all hugged each other and mourned the death of my mother ... Even though I lost her I was happy she was at peace and she was finally with her little girl.
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A.N
Hi everyone I swore I ended this book I had finished writing it but it didn't publish so I posting this and we'll there is the epilogue after. ... I am adding a surprise for you do I am changing it up a bit and I am writing a new book (: i' ll tell you more in the epilogue have a nice day my lovelies ...
