N A T H A N
"I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster "
We all sang loudly nodding our heads to the music driving down the road at a normal speed.I looked at Adam who was shaking his head madly and singing along to the song then to his drunken brother in the back slurring out the words that he could remember. This always happened, Kyle would get drunk as hell and then we would have to pick him up, well we usually do in the morning but Adam's parents begged us to get him even though it was snowing and bad weather I guess they were really worried about him, I could understand Kyle was troubled 18 year old. He was two years older than us and you would of never guessed it.
"Hey Nathan can you answer my phone?" he asked lowering down the music and the sound of his ringing phone echoed through the car I didn't even hear it this kid has really good ears but never the less I picked up his phone and Prison Warden flashed across the screen and I snickered like I did everytime at the name Adam put his mom under in his contacts.
"Hello? Adam? Did you get your useless brother?" Adam's mom hissed. She was a nice lady but she always worried too much and when she got angry she got mean for example calling her son useless when in fact if he was really useless why would she make us go all this way to get him ? Women.....
"Oh Mrs.D this is Nathan and yes we have we are on our way back," I informed her and I could see from the corner of my eyes an annoyed looking Adam rolling his sparkling blue eyes.
"Can I speak to Adam ?" she asked also sounding annoyed well I guess everyone was a little grumpy today.
"I don't think that is a good idea with the him driving in this bad weather and-"
"Nathan Blake let me talk to my son," she said sternly on the phone and I quickly hand it over to Adam. Mrs.D was pretty scary if you ask me I remember she made a police officer cry, stupid lawyers they sure know how to break you....
"Yes mom ? Urghhh.. yes.....yes.. I know... Hey don't be mad at me you and Nathan forced me to pick him up," Adam said while rolling his eyes a little too much and being the good boyfriend I was I leaned in and kissed his cheek hoping to make him feel better.
"Nates! Baby stop," he hissed at me and I laughed."What?!?! No we are not having sex while driving!Oh my gosh a blow job?! Really mom?!" Adam hissed at his mother with his tinted red face a loud honk filled the car and a bright light flashed then everything went black and I starting screaming..
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"Nathan!Wake up!" My mom shouted and I opened my eyes to still be surrounded by blackness.
"Adam! Where are you?" I shouted worriedly then realization kicked in and I remembered Adam was gone and the darkness that I saw was a cold reminder of that and the constant nightmares of that night.
"Nathan?" mom asked worriedly touching my shoulder causing me flinch and I heard her sigh and she removed her hand."Come on downstairs dinner is ready," she said and I heard her foot steps then my bedroom door closed.
"Hey are you okay?" Cameron asked me as we both walked down the stairs. I really hate this kid he comes in here and thinks he could take Adam's place. Nobody could replace him and mom and dad were acting like it and I never remember this house being a hotel or a shelter so why the hell is he here?
