Only after a few hours Harry went to sleep, Louis woke up with a slight gasp, he was lying on his bed, staring up at the ceiling. He could feel another body next to his and it held him down, he was startled at first, but he then realized it was Harry who was sleeping on him.
Louis bit his lip and looked at his arm, bandaged up and cared for. He sighed softly and rubbed Harry's cheek, making the boy shift closer to him.
"..Harry," Louis whispered, Harry's eyes fluttered open, humming softly, "h-hey.."
"Oh Lou!" Harry whimpered, hugging Louis as tight as he could. Louis hugged Harry back and kissed his shoulder,"what happened?"
"I-I think I had a panick attack, I-I don't..know.." He could see Harry tear up again, but blinked the tears away.
"You didn't have to do that..you could've turned to something else instead of a knife, god, you could've hit your vein!" Harry shortly ranted, "Those cuts were deep..you..you scared me."
"I know sorry won't cut it this time 'round, but I needed some type of relief.. I couldn't smoke it away, if I did I wouldn't stop, plus you have asthma."
"..I was too hard on you.." Harry whispered.
"Don't you dare start."
"I should have stayed with you, I was just being a pissy spoiled brat as usual, I didn't get the attention I wanted and..oh god..I made it seem like it was you, it was me..I'm the problem, I always run away like it's your fault but I'm pressuring you." Harry ranted, "I'm so sorry!"
"Stop."
"I'm a sixteen year old oh my god! I'm pressuring you to do all these things with me, and I want us to date, but its illegal!"
"Harry stop!" Louis shouted, causing Harry to flinch back and bury his face in the pillow. He sighed and let his hand slide down to Harry's waist, "Baby, look, I need you to stop blaming yourself for what I do, you're being too hard on yourself and you know i don't like that. I'll be whatever you want us to be okay..it's just a few things we can't do in public."
"What about kiloni?" asked Harry, voice muffled from the pillow.
"Kiloni..she.. She knows." Louis sighed, "I texted her an hour after she left and she understands."
"What about us..in public?"
"We're limited.. No kissing, no naughty talk." Louis ordered and Harry puffed, he really likes kissing Louis a lot.
"So..kiloni's a beard or something?"
"No. Not everybody knows us so it's not necessary, but she is going to be around and you will respect her." Louis couldn't see it but Harry rolled his eyes.
"Fine."
"C'mere.." Louis whispered, Harry's head popped up slightly, one wide eye looking up at Louis, "Yeah you.."
Harry scooted closer to Louis and squeaked softly when he was pulled closer.
"So are we..boyfriends?" Harry asked and Louis nodded at him.
"Yes, Harry..we are officially boyfriends."
"Will you not cut yourself anymore now? Since I'll be yours no matter what?" Harry asked again.
"I won't." Louis said.
"Pinky promise me." Harry demanded, holding out his pinky and waiting for Louis to hook his pinky around his.
" I pinky promise you.." Louis whispered, hooking his pinky around Harry's and kissing it while keeping contact.
Harry smiled widely and kissed Louis on his lips, shocking the older male. Louis chuckled through the kids and finally kissed him back.
"We're wet still." Harry said.
"Let's take a shower?" Louis questioned and Harry nodded, "Alright let's go."
"Wait!" Harry halted, looking confused, "you mean together?"
"Um, yeah?"
"No!" Harry gasped, "y-youre gonna see my.." Harry covered his mouth and shook his head.
"Dick." Louis finished as Harry nodded, "Dick isn't a bad word Haz, you can say it."
"Dick." Harry repeated softly, mumbling in his hands.
"I won't touch you, if you don't want me to." Louis mumbled softly and Harry sat up, nodding softly, "You sure?" Harry nodded again, "alright..cmon"
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Harry looked up at Louis, slightly covering his body, Louis just smlied and brought Harry closer, rubbing the soft cloth over his naked arms, Harry stared at the movement of Louis hand and cloth over his arm.
"Wash me and I wash you?" Louis asked softly, admiring Harry's beauty under the sprinkling hot water above them both, Harry wet was his aesthetic, he looks so soft and lovable.. Like he needed someone there to protect him, to love him..Louis was that person.
"Yes please." Harry smiled, grabbing a shampoo bottle and letting the right amount drip into his palm before rubbing the together and massaging Louis' Hair.
Louis giggled softly and continued to wash Harry's sides and back.
"I need to wet your hair more, " Harry said, "Mind moving up some?"
Louis squinted his eyes to block some water out and stepped forward slowly, Harry hummed of approval and continued to wash Louis' hair out.
Harry stuck his tongue out at Louis who was making funny scrunched up faces, "done." He informed.
Louis hummed, leaning forward, causing Harry to gasp softly, Louis opened his blue eyes, to meet with Harry's green ones.
Harry nudged his nose to Louis' and kissed him softly, Louis flicked his tongue to Harry's closed mouth and Harry responded with an open mouth, allowing Louis to enter.
Harry wrapped his arms around Louis neck and sighed softly, leaving the feeling as if they were the only two in the world, in the universe..they were the stars perhaps, they were the sky..they were one
"I'm in love with you Harry.." Louis whispered, voice silently cracking through what he was saying.
"I'm in love with you too, Louis.."
Louis smiled lazily at him and kissed him once more, "we should get out before we get all wrinkly."
"Dido." Harry agreed, letting go of Louis and stepping out the shower, "Cold,cold." Harry whimpered, but quickly recovering when Louis wrapped him in comfy white towel and he chuckled.
Louis had a towel wrapped around his waist, arms still wrapped around Harry, he snuck a glimpse of them in the mirror and he blushed.
"Thank you, boyfriend." Harry smiled.
Louis kissed his cheek and walked out the bathroom as Harry followed.
"Can I wear your t-shirt?" Harry asked softly, yawning a little.
"Sure, baby." Louis answered, picking a shirt off the hanger of his dresser, he gave it to Harry and watched the boy turn around and drop his towel, showing his bum that was covered once Harry put on the black t shirt that read 'Black Sabbath'
Louis put on his sweats and turned around to see Harry crawling onto the bed.
"No underwear?" Louis asked, getting under the covers along with Harry.
"N-no..i-is that weird?" Harry asked.
"Nope, its fine." Louis chuckled, letting Harry cuddle up to him.
"Night, Lou-Lou.." Harry whispered, Louis turned off the light and kissed Harry softly.
"Goodnight, Love."
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the babies made up!
qotc; what song reminds you of louis in this story ?
