pacify her.
Harry felt like he overpowered Kiloni, he had Louis when she didn't. All she did was whine about how he was chosen and she wasn't.
Harry didn't feel chosen over kiloni, they gravitated towards each other, they were one when together, they've known each other for years.
Harry couldn't bare to see Louis with anyone else other than him, he hated the thought of Louis touching and kissing on someone's who's not him. Louis was only for him.. he was supposed to be only for him.
Harry didn't mind the fact that Kiloni might stay a few nights, but he will mind if she keeps whining and crying over nothing. Harry's a sweet heart, a good boy, but sometimes he's overprotective over certain things. He has an unfiltered mouth when upset, that was just him, a hypersensitive, overdramatic, clingy, and tiny boy.
Louis was now carrying Harry up the stairs after saying they need to have a 'serious talk' and it wasn't about Harry's hip bruise, Harry guesses it's something else since they've already discussed his bruise.
"Okay, Haz..I have a question."
Harry nodded with furrowed eyebrows, leaning forward to hear Louis' question. Louis took a deep breath and looked at Harry, "Have you..ever thought about being a girl?"
Harry looked at Louis and then down at his own lap, biting on his lip nervously, he's had a few thoughts before, but he never knew the outcome. "Y-yeah..a few times before.." Harry said softly, fidgeting with his nails.
"Have you ever wanted to act on it? Y'know, dress up in skirts, dresses, paint your nails, wear make up. Like a daily routine?"
Harry sighed softly, scratching his neck, "Y-yes.." He mumbled, "But I was scared."
Louis kissed Harry's nose, "There's nothing to be afraid of, if anybody dares to touch you they'll have to go through me first. I'll accept you as who you are and you know it. No ifs, ands, or buts about it." Harry smiled softly.
Harry nodded as he blushed heavily, Louis was so good to him, one of the only accepting people he knows.
"Do you know what gender fluid is?" Louis asked. Harry shook his head. "It means when you feel like a different gender at times, like if you feel you're a girl that day I can use she and her pronouns, if you feel like both.. I use them and they pronouns, you get me?"
Harry nodded with wide eyes, amazed by such an interesting concept, being whoever you are freely, ditching gender roles and who/what you were born as.. Harry loved this so much.
"Does it come naturally.. or do you choose?"
"Its natural, it's a do as you please type thing, it's something that isn't necessarily chosen, but comes when you feel it." Louis was so intelligent and smooth with his words, saying all the right things to him, telling him what he needs to know. He could never ask for anyone better.
" I-I feel like girl, Lou..right now.." Harry mumbled out, shyly. Louis smiled at him, rubbing his side.
"Want me to use the she pronouns?" Louis asked softly and Harry nodded, Lowering his head, "Don't be shy, baby girl.. You'll be okay."
"Use the pronouns.." Harry whispered.
Louis nodded at Harry and kissed her deeply, Harry lost her balance and lied back onto the mattress, rubbing Louis' arms as she hummed softly.
