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but was he yours if he wanted me so bad ?



Harry giggled softly as Louis twirled him around to the soft music playing in the kitchen, the cool autumn breeze flowing into the room, dancing around the candles the same way Harry was dancing around Louis.

"I think I'm falling, falling for ya." Louis sung softly and Harry hummed along with him even though he has never heard this song.

"You're really sappy, today aren't you." Harry chuckled, wrapping his arms around Louis' neck and resting his  head on his chest, feeling his heart softly beat to the music.

The song faded out softly and soon going into a different song.

"I'm in love with you." Harry whispered to Louis.

"I'm in love with you.." Louis whispered back, soon they fall into silence, listening to the tiny droplets of rain hitting the window and the song on the stereo drowning them out the outside world from knowing what goes on between them. How much they need one another.

'I love everything you do. When you call me fucking dumb, for the stupid shit I do.'

Harry closed his eyes as he felt Louis move in closer, lips brushing against his skin, sending chills up his spine.

'Wanna ride my bike with you. Fully undressed, no training wheels left for you..'

Harry felt himself being lifted up onto the counter, kissed softly as Louis started to slide his shirt off slowly.

The sixteen year old smiled at Louis, who smiled back crawling over him and taking his shirt off.

'I'm falling hard for you..'

"Lou.." Harry moaned out, tilting his head back as he kissed on his neck. Harry giggled softly, letting the smile linger on his face even after he stopped. After that only one thing could make Harry's smile drop.

The doorbell.

Louis furrowed his eyebrows at Harry and Harry shrugged, darting his eyes to the door and Louis sighed in frustration, but nodded nonetheless.

Harry pulled down the shirt quickly as he sat up and grabbed the remote to turn down the music, he played with his nails and sniffed. A wave of confusion just hit him.

Were they about have sex?

On the counter?

Where people eat?

Harry then realized Louis was at the door for a while, he opened his mouth, about to call out for him until he saw Kiloni, tears down her cheeks and he was even more confused.

"Um?"

Louis rolled his eyes and shook his head, shrugging his shoulders he was obviously confused as well.

"I just starting seeing this guy." She said, " and he used to be really nice and stuff, but he starting calling me names and I had to get away, I'm sorry!"

Louis looked concern and Harry didn't buy the bullshit act one bit, he doesn't trust her, he never will. She's used Louis for sex before and he'll be damned if she does again.

Louis is his

Harry let out a silent scoff as he hopped down from the counter. "Lou, I can't reach the top cabinet..so uh, can you get the chips..please?"

Louis furrowed his eyebrows and shook his head at Harry. "What?" The sixteen year old mumbled.

"Kiloni is pretty much going through hell and you want..chips?"

Harry pouted and shrugged, "its expected since she's the daughter of Satan and all." He said carelessly, twirling his finger in his hair, pulling it down to the side of his face. "She can take a little heat."

Louis gaped at him and kiloni looked heated, like she was about to launch at him.

Harry wishes she would.

"You sound a bit insensitive. That is not my Harry." Louis said and Harry shrugged.

"No. I'm just tired of her!" Harry shouted, "She thinks just because she is prettier and older than me she can take you any chance she gets!" He ranted, heart pounding out his chest as he shouted louder, adding a fuel to the flame. " you've already given him something I can't what more do you want!?"

"What have I given him Harry?" Kiloni asked softly.

"Sex.." Harry whimpered.

"We were drunk for fucks sakes!"

"You weren't!" Harry screamed, "You got Louis drunk while you were completely sober!"

"Harry." Louis mumbled sternly, Harry balled up his fist.

"No! She used you!"

"Or you're just upset that Louis was mines before you!" Kiloni fired back and Louis sternly let out a 'hey.'

"Yours!? Was he really yours if he wanted me so bad!?  Not even want..need."

"You're really gonna make this about you!? I could have been beaten and you bring up shit from a month ago!?"

"Could have!? Could have!?" Harry was completely red, his eyesight was blurred due to the tears welling up in his eyes. "You had a chance to get away, if you didn't it was maybe be a hit or maybe a little argument...you weren't hit though.. you weren't bruised."

Louis furrowed his eyebrows and so did Kiloni. He looked at her but her eyes stayed on Harry as he pulled up his shirt and slid his shorts down halfway. Low and behold a big purple looking bruise on his hip, from years ago.

"Oh my god." She whispered and Louis teared up, still not used to crying in front of people yet, he blinked them away.

His baby..his poor baby..

"When was this?" Louis asked, touching Harry's hip and when he didn't flinch back or wince, its been there food a while, a bit obvious since it just looks like a big ring.

" I was twelve.. I got jumped for playing with dolls Ashton had given me. Homophobes.." Harry said.

Louis circled his thumb over Harry's hip bruise and sighed out, "How could I miss this big ass bruise?" He sniffled, "I thought I knew your body so well.."

Harry nodded as he looked down, "You do." He said, "You just missed it..that's all. Its okay."

Louis looked at kiloni and then Harry whispering to him, "we showered together. Naked."

Harry's left over tear slid down his cheek when he let bout a soft dry chuckle at Louis' soft statement. Louis wiped the tear and shook his head.

"Loni I– we have a guest room if you need a little rest." Louis offered and Kiloni nodded, rubbing her arm softly as she looked at Harry who winked at her mouthing 'mine' as referring to Louis.

No, Harry didn't lie about getting jumped when he was twelve, but honestly it was only to get Louis over to him and away from kiloni.


Love is making him do fucked up things.

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as of now shit is getting real!

qotc; who's side are you on in this chapter ? Harry or kiloni ?

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