Y/n POV:
I got out of the shower and put on a cute yellow jumper and some jeans.
I tied up my hair into a messy bun and applied a little makeup.
I opened the door and it was spotless, I saw Caspar cleaning up.
I started thinking.
I wonder how joes doing with Lucy. I wonder if he even thinks about me anymore. Maybe I should forget about Joe. He hasn't tried to contact me so he's probably forgotten about me.
Then it hit me.
Maybe me and caspar were meant to be?
Joes POV:
1:00. I'd been staring at the blank ceiling for 2hours now. Lucy's arms wrapped around my waist, she was asleep. What was I thinking? I don't love Lucy and I never have. I realised that when y/n kissed Caspar. I know she'll never take me back. She loves Caspar now and has moved on from me. But I need to try. I've been trying to contact her but she blocked my number.
I started crying, my tears dropped onto Lucy and she woke up.
"Is everything okay babe?" She asked confused. "Leave." I said.
"What?"she sounded confused. Like she doesn't know that she had just walked into my life again destroying my relationship with the only girl I love.
"Leave. Now." I began to raise my voice.
Lucy looked made a dumb innocent face and got out of my bed.
"Please don't tell me your falling for that bitch again. You love me remember, not her!"
I was angry now. "You don't have control over my feelings Lucy, I've never loved you"
"It didn't seem like that last night did it? I felt something and I know you did too. You love me."
"LEAVE NOW LUCY" I shouted and she finally made her way out the door, not even a single tear left her eye.
I pulled the duvet over my head and burst out crying. I stayed in bed for the rest of the day, I didn't even get up for food, I wasn't hungry.
I didn't have feelings for Lucy, I'm sure of it. And if she really had feelings for me, she wouldn't have left.
BIT OF A TRIGGER WARNING:
3 days had passed and I was still in bed. Obviously I got up to use the bathroom and get water, but I started to stop eating.
I wasn't good enough for y/n, so I wasn't hungry.
I looked in the mirror and saw an ugly pasty white figure. You could see my ribcage and spine. It was then I realised I had to do something. I had to get y/n back. I didn't have anything to lose anyway.
Poor Joe! Ship y/n and Caspar or y/n and Joe? Thankyou for reading X
