Y/n POV:
Me and Caspar haven't been talking since he tried to kiss me.
Caspar left for work and I went for a shower. The bathroom was joined to caspars room, so I had to go in there.
I couldn't help notice a letter on the side. It had been ripped open and it was addressed to me. How could Caspar keep this from me?
I looked inside to find a letter.
TRIGGER WARNING;
Dear y/n,
I miss you and I don't know what I was thinking. When I saw you kiss Caspar, it broke my heart to see you with another guy. I never loved Lucy.
I went to the doctors earlier, I've been diagnosed with depression and anorexia. I'm sorry y/n. I stopped eating when you left.
If you need me, I'll be at the hospital.
There keeping me here for a week on pills. I don't expect you to come, I know you've already moved on.
But I just wanted to let you know, I don't think I can last much longer.
I love you y/n. And I will never forgive myself and I don't expect you to either.
-Joe.
I couldn't stop crying.
I new exactly were I was going now.
I ran out to my car and drove straight to the hospital, my tears dripping everywhere.
I could barley speak when I got when I got there, but they managed to get me to joes hospital bed.
He was asleep when I got there, so I sat down next to next to him. Looking at how pale and unhealthy he looked made me well up. Joe opened his eyes and I started crying even more.
Joe smiled at me and a tear rolled down his cheek. "I'm so sorry Joe" I sobbed.
"It's my fault y/n." He could barely speak he was so weak.
I kissed joes forehead and ran my fingers through his hair.
"Joe promise me you'll eat something. Promise me you'll be okay." I cried.
"I'm sorry y/n but I can't make any promises at the moment."
I started crying loudly, then the nurses told me to leave. They had to grab my arms and pull me away. Before leaving I whispered "I love you."
Thankyou for reading sorry it's sad X
