Y/n POV:
I came back to caspars to find him crying.
He turned and looked at me.
"Y/n where have you been? I've been so worried about you. I thought maybe you'd run away because I'd been so stupid a couple of days ago. I'm sorry for trying to kiss you." Caspar said. He looked so innocent.
I told Caspar everything.
"How could you keep that letter from me?" I was annoyed and upset.
"I'm sorry y/n. I just thought we were becoming close lately and I didn't want Joe getting in the way."
"Did you even visit him?"I asked upset still.
"Of course I did. I was going to tell you y/n I promise. I'm really sorry."
Somehow I managed to forgive Caspar.
We hugged for a little bit.
"Caspar look. I'm really sorry but I don't feel the way you feel about me. I'm sorry Caspar but I love Joe."
I said looking into his innocent, hurt little face.
I leant in for a hug but he pushed me away and ran down to his room, crying.
I felt really bad but there was nothing I could do. I loved Caspar as a friend and that's all. I can't make myself love him.
5 days later:
Y/n POV:
Caspar was still upset at me for not feeling the same way. Once again there was nothing I could do. We just ignored each other.
I've been visiting Joe everyday to check on him. He looks much more healthy and happy. Which made me happy.
I was super excited for tomorrow, Joe gets to come home.
So I decided to go out and buy some things for when he comes back.
A few hours later:
I went to joes flat to drop off some things. I didn't have keys so I left it on his doormat.
I left a big bunch of flowers with a note and a picture of us pinned on it.
I trusted his neighbours to leave it alone.
The next day:
I set my alarm for 6:30am, I get to take Joe home at 8:00am.
I got straight out of bed, exited.
I had a shower and then threw on my favourite autumnal jumper and denim skirt. I plaited a messy fishtale in my hair and did my makeup.
After breakfast it was 7:30, I figured Caspar wouldn't be up till about 11:00 at the earliest, so i left him a note.
Dear Caspar,
If you're wondering where I am, I've gone to pick Joe up from the hospital.
I figured you wouldn't want to see me again but I just wanted to say Thankyou for everything.
You've been so nice to me. You always made me feel better. You were always there for me. I'm sorry. But one day you will find the right girl who'll treat you right. I promise. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me.
-y/n
After leaving the note on the side,
I grabbed my keys and locked the door behind me.
Finally. Joe was coming home.
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