I stayed a few days at zoës hotel, turns out her and Alfie were having there holiday here aswell.
They were staying here for another week but today was my flight.
I turned on my phone but still, no texts or calls from Joe.
I've kind of managed to get over the fact that George was here and what seemed like he was stalking me but I will never get over Joe. I feel like mine and joes relationship is over.
But maybe it for the best considering all the drama.
I felt a tear drop from my eye but I wiped it away as I unlocked the bathroom door.
"Are you leaving now?" Zoë asked whilst doing her hair up in a top knot.
"Yeah." I replied.
Zoë came over to me and hugged me tightly.
"I'll miss you y/n"
"I'll miss you too Zoë" I said as I slipped on my white vans.
Alfie came up out of nowhere and hugged me.
"Thankyou so much for everything, I don't know what I'd do without you two" I said my eyes watering with a smile apon my face.
"That's alright!" They both said in unison.
"I hope everything works out. Remember you can always call us if you need someone to talk to, have a safe flight!" Zoë said smiling.
"I love you two, goodbye" I sniffed as I closed the door behind me and headed out to my taxi.
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The taxi arrived at the airport, I thanked the driver and payed him.
As I entered the airport I couldn't stop thinking about Joe. I tried to brush away those thoughts as i know it would make me upset.
A few hours later I had gone through luggage checks etc and I was ready to board the plane in 30 minutes.
I decided to have some time out and just calm myself, so I sat on a bench outside a shop.
Then it came to me. Joe was coming on this plane too. The thought got me nervous and shaky. A crowed airport was not the best place for me due to anxiety.
'Heathrow airport plane is now boarding' a voice called out to the airport.
I took a deep breath and pulled myself to my feet.
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I found myself spinning in circles trying to find our plane.
I squinted forward but the sign 'Heathrow' was no where.
I looked behind me once more to see Joe, he looked lost aswell.
I just stopped there. People were pushing me quite painfully but I couldn't feel it.
Tears were dripping down my face as I realised that I loved joe.
I couldn't let him go.
Joe finally caught sight of me just stood there staring at him.
I saw Joe wipe his tears away and then look in another direction.
It broke my heart to see him cry but it didn't surprise me that he ignored me. It was all my fault.
By this time tears kept falling and there was no point in wiping them away.
Without thinking I ran over to what looked like some empty storage cupboard as I couldn't see any toilets, it was quiet in there and there was no one around. That plane can wait 10 minutes, I can't even find the plane with all those people anyway.
I slid down the wall and let my emotions flood out.
That's it. The one person I truly love has left me and its George's fault. For a while I blamed it all on myself but thought it all out and it wasn't my fault. But Joe doesn't think that.
I felt so angry and upset at myself. I held my head in my hands and cried loudly. And that how I was going to stay until the door opened.
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"Joe?" I said shocked as my eyes lit up.
Joes eyes were red and you could clearly see that he had been crying too.
"I'm so sorry Joe. I don't deserve you. It's all my fault and you shouldn't forgive me" I tried to say strongly but I couldn't hold back my feelings and burst out into more tears.
I noticed Joes eyes starting water as he sat down beside me and rubbed his eyes with his palms.
"Y/n. I don't believe anything George told me, not anymore." Joe said his voice cracking, he was hard to understand as he was sobbing through the conversation.
"He's only jealous. He wants you y/n. But not as much as I do."
"I love you y/n." Joe sobbed looking into my eyes as I returned.
"Then kiss me Joseph sugg. Kiss me like you mean it."
Joe pulled me up to my feet and pushed me against the wall, one hand on my cheek and his other hand on the wall as he pushed his lips against mine.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and I whispered
"I've missed you so much Joe."
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Hey everyone! Sorry I haven't updated in long so this one was a bit longer than the others, Thankyou for reading! X
