Fuck You, Rant Book

One of my raps..

Uh yo

These past months have been pulling me up, Making me feel like i was nothing, Making me want to give up, I mean man i know that all i do is fuck everything up, and i can't help but look down at what i have become, Maybe these words people have been saying are all true, I mean man i can't deal with this shit, I'm not that type to give up, but these walls are slowly collapsing on me, I mean man what to do all i know is that i have fucked up , singing these rymes making me let it all out, With these tears that are starting to pour out, I mean yo, what else can i do, all i know is that I haven't got you, Uh yo these past months have being hard all i can say is that i have slowly became weaker at the knees, I mean yo what the fuck do i do when all you do is fuck everything up, These things you call feelings are kiling me, somedays i just wish it'll all go away with all there is left is numbness and nothing else, I mean i know man but these hard times are catching up, catching me and making me pur out with screams that are in my head, with negative thoughts that run through my head, Uh yo man, These rythmes i have been rapping make me feel something else, I mean yo bro what do you know, you nothing bro, all you know is my name, This is so fucked up man and I don't know what else to do, But i guess we will pull through uhhh..