Love Me (Revamped)

Chapter 1

Kai POV (in the MM)

Everyday waking up is usually the same thing over and over.
I wake up, get harassed by my egg donor, leave for school get harassed by the kids at school, go home and get harassed some more.  Yes I said egg donor. She aint no mother to me and she never will be to me.

"Wake your fat ass up sleeping and shit when you know you have school. " My egg donor yells from her room.

Don't y'all just hate the parent that wakes you up a few minutes before your alarm goes off?

I slowly get out the bed and headed to the the bathroom to take a shower and handle  my business.

" And your fat ass better not and get some food either. You gaining even more weight. Instead of crying all night you need to take your 600 pound ass on weight watchers" she says with a smirk. 

I roll my eyes. Im used to my mom saying shit like that, but everytime she says stuff like it it stings like hell. She really doesn't love me. I will never be enough to please her.

"Another Day" I sigh as tears stream down my face.

Kai you will not cry.

Kai you will NOT cry.

I dry my tears and walk out of the bathroom. Not today Kai. You are strong. You are strong. I repeat those three words everyday to give me strength and the prove to myself that I am strong.

It doesn't work but I still say it everyday to give me hope.

I don't like looking in the mirror when I wake up . It only reminds me how ugly and fat I am. And trust me, I am reminded enough.

I get my belongings and head out the door without speaking a word to my mom. You guys wondering why I didn't eat huh?. I mean look at me. Well my mom decided I was getting too fat so Im not allowed to eat in the morning. Only for dinner at night.My dad secretly sends me money to buy food and snacks at school though. I am forever grateful for him.

I walk to school. I dont feel like dealing with the bullying early in the morinh. I mean look at me . Im fat anyway , I need to lose weight. By the time I get to school, the bell is just ringing.

"Welcome to the hell hole" I mutter under my breath.

As I walk I keep my head down but I still hear the whispers. They are basically the same every single day

"Ew she is so fat"

"Lol she dresses like a hobo"

"She has a nice ass. I'd tap"

"Oink Oink"

I HATE school. I HATE it.

As I'm walking to my locker I suddenly bump into a wall.

" Why am I so damn clumsy " I mutter to myself.

I hear a bunch of snickers coming from the students in the hall that witnessed it.

I dont need to cause anymore attention to myself than I already do.  Why is this wall feel so damn hard and smells so damn good.

"I am definitely not a wall baybeh but thank you mama. Its a new cologne I'm trying." The wall chuckles and I stiffen. And look up.

He smiles and licks his lips and I damn near fainted.

This is DEFINITELY not a wall guys.

"Are you alright ma?"

Lordt this man is so fine.

Tattoos covered his arms and from what I see he has two neck tattoos. He has some brown eyes that I could get lost in everytime I look at him. His caramel skin was so flawless. He towers over my small ass. He has a cute nose and lordt his dimples when he smiled at me. Don't even get me started on his accent.

My panties are literally soaked just looking at him.

"Ma ...."

"Huh" I snapped out of the trance blushing because he caught me staring.

" I was asking if you were alright ma but you zoned out" He chuckled.

Damn his laugh is beautiful.

"I-I-Im alright"

"Im new here and I was wondering if you could help my find a class"  He asked

Of fucking couse he new in town. I would have remembered such a fine ass face.

"Ma you alright? You zoned out again" he said sounding generally concerned. Well I think he is. Nobody is every concerned over me

"I don't know"

"Please love. Im sorry to bother you but I really need help" He begged . Who the hell could say no to that.

"Y-Yea . Let me see your schedule"
Shit. Get it together Kai.

He handed me his class schedule and are arms brush. I deel some weird shit going through my finger and I know he felt it too beacuse he jumped.  I see that we have Home Ec together. Shit thats going to be another way for me to embarss myself infront of him.

"Uhmm its down the hall , first classroom to your right" I hand the paper back to him.

He turns to walk away.

Thank goodness. I didn't think I would be able to contain myself around him. I mean look at him.

"August!" He yells why he keeps walking towards homeroom.

"What are you t-talking about" I ask. And he smirks knowing he was the cause of that.

"August. My name is August Alsina"

And then he disappeared down the hallway. Shit that has never happened to me before. What the hell is going on. And then the bell rings.

Shit I'm late. Im adding more and more attention to myself. "Just walk in with your head down and you will be alright" I repeatedly chanted to myself.

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Ooh. Kai feeling things she never felt before . She doesn't even know whats going on. Poor baby

What are yall thoughts on Kai's mom?

Kai?

August?

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Love, La'Tiyra