Love Me (Revamped)

Chapter 4

Kai POV

The bell rung and I hurried up and rushed out of there. I don't know what it is about Aug, but I just can't get him out of my head and I barely even know him.

Is that weird?

This walk home really has me thinking. What about him makes it so different that he just pops in my life . I pray to God every night asking him to help me through the hard times right now . Could August be that one ... No he can't be.

Walking up to my house, I open the door and my mom is sitting on the couch passed out with a beer in her hand. I try to sneak pass her and go to the kitchen because I didn't eat anything at school today. Lord knows if she catches me what will happen.
I open up the fridge and see nothing but sandwhich meat. I guess this is better than nothing.

Before I could even eat the meat I felt a blow to my face and I stumble. Feeling my face and I felt blood.

"Didn't I tell your fat ass not to eating anything untill dinner. You disobeying me huh "

"N-no mama I am just so hun-"

*Punch

"I told"

*Punch

"Your fat ass"

*Punch

"Not to eat"

*Punch

"Now take your ass up to your room. Just for that you not eating dinner tonight. Get your fat ass out of my sight"

I try to get up off the floor but I am in so much pain.

"Now" she screams and then kicks me back down and gets a beer out of the fridge and walks ou of the kitchen.

I get up and go in my room and lay on the mattress on the floor. Tears stream down my check and it stings. I know I am going to be bruised up bad in the morning. I hate living like this. This basically happens everyday. I should have never crossed her.

"Why me God, why me. Why doesn't my mom love me. Why doesn' my dad love me. I am all alone. Why God." I whisper

I just want to be happy.

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The next morning I wake up cold and sore. Since I dont have a sheet or cover on my mattress this is nothing new.

I get up and it hurts like hell. "Shit" I whisper. My mom didn't wake me up so she must be drunk passed out on the couch.

Thank God. Maybe I will get a peaceful morning for once.
My stomach growls. I am so hungry. I should have never disobeyed her. Maybe I would have been able to eat.

Going into the bathroom I handle my business. I don't like look in the mirror but I need to see how severe these bruises are. "Shit" Its worse than I thought. My lip is busted, and both of my eyes are swollen. I can't go to school like this but my mom won't let me stay at home. Walking to the park wasn't a problem. I needed the exercise anyways.

I get my belongings so my mom won't notice I am at home and  go to the one place that I know I will feel peace, the park.

"Daddy can I gow on the shwings" I giggled .

"Yes baby lets go"

"Yaayyy" I scream and run to the swings

"Don't run baby. I don't want you to fall"

I get to the swings and get on them.

"Daddy can ywou push me"

"Yes baby girl"