(ASHLEY'S VIEW)
Its been about a month since my exciting week with the guys. I got a A+ on my paper, I'm back in Welsh cause of Thanksgiving break and also today is a very exciting day the music video comes out today! I'm excited like very excited, its my first time being in one. So this morning I got up very early so I could watch it.
I got on my computer, went to YouTube and searched One Direction They Don't Know About Us. I found the video and watched it, I love it everything came out perfect except one thing the feed back. nothing but hate everywhere, YouTube, twitter, Facebook and everywhere else you could think of. yes the hate is still going and all about me and honestly I'm getting tired of it. I love harry but nobody I guess wants to support him with someone like me and I honestly hate that, harry deserves to be happy and right now he's miserable with the hate and the cause of the hate is me. so subtract the cause of the problem then problem solved. so in order to make harry happy again I have to end the cause of his problem and break up with him. so I grabbed my cell, scrolled down to *Harry Styles (BF)* and hit call.
*Harry*
Hello! Ashley!
I choked I couldn't verbally break up with him, nothing would come out, I knew this would hurt him but this was for his own good. I couldn't stand seeing him upset anymore, I decided to text it. I type words with blurry eyes, tears falling like a water fall. *message sent*
(HARRY'S VIEW)
*I hung up*....well that was weird!........ what's wrong harry? Louis asked... well it said that Ashley called but there wasn't no voice on the other end just breathing.... well harry that sounds very freaky maybe something is going though her mind. Louis said with a sly grin. shut up lou I said throwing a pillow at him... oh sh**! I yelled when my phone vibrated... what now harry? zayn asked... I forgot I put my texts on vibrate. I said laughing as I read the text, my laughing suddenly turned to anger and tears.
*message from: Ashley My Luv*
dear harry, I love you so very much I wanted you to know that first and I never wanted to hurt you, but this is the best for you. I cant take the names and hate, I don't deserve this and neither do you. I realized that to make you happy again I need to fix the cause of your problem which is me , so to fix your problem we have to get rid of the cause. so what i'm trying to say is something that I tried calling to say but words wouldn't come out, tears was the only thing falling so I decided I would text it. harry its over we are over no discussion there's no changing my mind. to make this easier please don't call, text or tweet. I will never forget you and I will always be a directioner and your number one fan.
love always Ashley
WHAT THE HELL! NOOO!... I screamed throwing my phone across the wall... what's wrong harry? Louis asked. I ignored him, the others just stared at me....*I grabbed my phone* I went to my contacts, looked up Ashley and called, nothing no answer voicemail. I done this three other times and same voicemail. I screamed, threw things, hit the walls and said every terrible word in the dictionary. until suddenly I dropped to the floor and cried like a baby. yes I know what your thinking but yes guys cry, especially when someone they love hurts them. Louis came and sat next to me, he asked what's wrong, I just handed him my phone with the text on screen. harry I'm so very sorry, I know how much she means to you. Louis is my best friend, he's always there whenever I need him, like a brother, he always knows what to say to make me happy but not this time. I looked at lou sitting next to me with the guys just looking at me while lou explains my situation, like i'm a child. I was madder cause of that, I jumped, yanked my phone from Louis and stormed off slamming the door behind me. I walked and walked until I came up to a pub, we are back in England so I'm of age here. I entered, sat, drunk and talked about Ashley and what she had done until I was to smashed to even walk back. the guy across the counter knew me and the guys so he called Louis to come get me, next thing I knew Louis was there and I was so smashed that I passed out.
