The Horror Of Love (AU)

Chapter 10

When I got back to my flat Louis was on the couch eating some ice cream watching The Lucky One. 

"Boo what happened?" I rushed to his side. Louis does not eat ice cream and watch chick flicks unless he's forced to, or something's wrong.

"I I I... I don't know." He sighed putting down the ice cream while I paused the film. 

"Start from the begging."

"Okay so me Niall, Danielle, Perrie, Eleanor and Harry were playing truth or dare the other night, we were all a little drunk when we started but we kept drinking. It was fine until Niall dared me and Harry to kiss. Of course me and Harry aren't the ones to back down so we kissed, but we didn't stop and soon it became a snog, still neither one of us stopped, in fact I was enjoying it. I was enjoying kissing my best mate. I didn't' understand at all but I was drunk so I didn't let it get to me. Eleanor had accidentally knocked over a lamp Harry and I pulled apart. We continued the game like nothing happened until Danielle dared Harry to kiss Eleanor and something inside me broke when I saw them. At first I thought maybe I liked Eleanor but then I realized that I didn't get upset when Niall kissed her so then I realized I like Harry. What do I do? Ari I don't know what to do?"Louis had tears in his eyes by this time and I pulled him into my arms. "Does this mean I'm gay?" He asked.

"I don't know." I mumbled into his hair.

"Can I?" He asked looking at me. I nodded because I knew he needed to figure this out. He leaned in and put his lips on mine. We did nothing for a moment and I guessed he needed a push so I began to move my lips a little bit. He got the hint and quickly gained control. It wasn't bad, I mean I had no feelings for him but that didn't mean I wasn't enjoying it. He pushed me back into the couch I obliged to. The kiss became more of a heated snog after a little bit, and when we broke apart his lips moved to my neck.

"So are you gay?" I gasped. 

"No. I think it's just Harry." He mumbled from my neck. I just moaned as he continued sucking and nibbling at my neck. I felt him grind down a bit on me and smirked when I felt how excited he was.

"Okay I think you've proved your point." I laughed but was cut off when he found my soft spot and let out a loud moan.

"Yeah. I'm gonna go take a cold shower." He said hopping up. 

"Alright well I think I'm gonna take one as well and then we can go out for lunch?" He nodded heading to the bathroom. I went to my bathroom as well and began stripping.

"Hey Ari there's no towels in the- well hello there." Louis smirked as I turned around and he was leaning against the door frame. I only had my underwear on.

"Bottom shelf over there." I pointed to the cabinet on the other side of the bathroom. I turned back around and continued to strip and turn the water on when I felt two arms wrap around my waist.

"Can I shower with you instead." He whispered in my ear.

"Boobear." I whined. "Stop it. I'm all sticky from running, and I feel gross, I just want to get clean."

"But what if I like you dirty."

"Oh save it for Harry." He chuckled, grabbed a towel and went back to his bathroom. Once I was left in piece I put my I-pod on the dock and clicked my Olly Murs play-list just because. Loud and Clear started 

"Are you happy now?

Are you satisfied?

With the way that you let our love die.

So how's it feel to be,

On the other side,

Without me in your life?