The Horror Of Love (AU)

Chapter 11

Louis and I went out for lunch at one of our favorite restaurants and just joked around. I really hadn't been able to hang out with anyone lately with Darren being so, well to put it nicely overprotective, I was just glad to have the company. Everything was going great until I felt a buzz in my pocket and pulled my phone out.

From Darren: Where the hell are you?

I could feel my blood turn cold. This is not good.

"Ari, you alright?" Louis asked looking concerned. I'm guessing my face paled because he got up and walked around the table making me look him in the eye. "Don't lie to me." He whispered. I sighed and set my phone down looking at him.

"Well we might want to order dessert because this is going to be a long story." I tried to smile but it ended in more of a grimace. "It all began the year I had just turned twelve and My dad's friend's son had to babysit me. His name was Darren Shar. At first I began to enjoy getting babysat by him but then things got weird. He began to look at me differently, like I was a prey or something. I didn't let it get to me though. One day...

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"Darren!" I called into the mansion-like house. "Darren I'm here!" I skipped into the kitchen dropping my bag onto one of the chairs and reaching for a red apple. I looked around confused, usually Darren would come to greet me with a kiss on the cheek and we'd go swimming or play a game, just something. "Darren?" I called again. Beginning to grow worried I hurried up the stairs and walked down the long corridor. Every door was shut besides the one to the left at the end of the hall. That was the door I never supposed to go in for some reason. I was always curious though, with the tall golden doors, it was intriguing. "Darren?" I called once more.

"In here darling." Came his voice from the room. I assumed that meant he wanted me to come in so I gently pushed at the doors that were lighter then they seemed. "How was school sweetie." He purred almost predatory.

"Umm f-fine." I stuttered walking over to the fluffy white bed that he was laying on.

"That's good. Would you like to play a game?" I nodded slowly. "It's called are you nervous yet."

"A-alright. How do you play?" I asked despite my mind screaming to run.

"Like this." He scooted over so he was sitting right beside me. Then he slowly lifted his hand so it was rested on my shoulder. "Are you nervous yet?" I shook my head losing my ability to speak despite my urge to scream. He moved his hand closer to my breast then violently grabbed both of them. "Are you nervous yet?" He snarled. I nodded viciously. "To bad." He then proceeded to strip me of all my clothing.

"S-stop!" I shrieked hoarsely.

"No."He growled. "Stop moving!" He slapped me and I ceased all movement in fear of getting hit again. He unclothed himself as well and then hovered over me.

"Pl-please do-n't d-do this." I begged. "D-d-do-n't."

"Shut up!" He snarled slapping me much harder then before and made me whimper in pain. "Now don't move." He ordered so I didn't, in fear of being hit again. Suddenly the was tearing pain from my lower region and I screamed out in pain. "I said shut up you little bitch!" His hand came down with another sickening Slap! My stomach turned when I realized what was happening to me. I was being raped. Spots of black began to cloud my vision, I tried to blink them away but it didn't work. With every blink they seemed to grow and multiply until I could no longer see, and a few moments after that I couldn't hear either. I had passed out because of the pain.

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"After that I never told anyone and after a few weeks he did it again. And again until it was almost everyday. I grew depressed and disgusted with myself, then I started to cut. It seemed to make everything better, easier to deal with. My mother found me one day and was mortified, so she made me go to rehab. I convinced her that I just felt smothered by our high class life style -which wasn't really a lie- and she let me move out. She sends me money every month, but I never use it. I prefer to live the way I am, I don't like the way my life was practically handed to me on a silver- no gold- platter." I looked down at the text once again and wondered what I should do. After I just relived all that pain I was disgusted with myself for letting him back into my life. I sighed.

To Darren: I can't do this anymore. I'm done.

My thumb hovered over send when I got another text message, so I saved it and checked to see who the new text was from.

From Unknown: Meet me at the same place we did today. Don't eat anything, we'll grab something together. 9AM.

I let a small smile grace my face as I sent back.

To Liam: I hope you're Liam because otherwise I'll be very disappointed. :)

I then proceeded to go back and send the text I had saved to Darren. Things were about to change, I only hope for the better.

*A/N: Okay so I haven't updated in a bit and now I have.... Anywhore how would you feel if I made like a One Direction Gossip Girl?? (If you don't know what Gossip Girl is you need to go on Netflix or some shit and watch it) But Anywhore how it would work would be every chapter would be an episode and every season would be a new book. (There is five seasons so five books) Would you guys like it?? Hate it?? Let me know!! Bye Bye!!*