Finding Love Again

Chapter 4

I walked inside with Lee and Amy. I sat down opposite to them. A guy with curly black hair sat next to me and a blonde guy next to him.
'Aidan Turner' the black haired one said. 'And this is Dean O'Gorman' he said pointing at the blonde one.

'Hi, I am Jeanine Evans. Nice to meet you.'

'So you are the famous soccerplayer I heard so much about.'

I grinned. 'Yes, that could be me.'

Aidan continued introducing himself. I soon discovered he was a real joker. And he would be the dwarf Kili. I also noticed he couldn't keep his eyes of Amy, which Lee didn't like.
A black haired, handsome man sat next to me and introduced himself as Richard Armitage, the guy who would play Thorin.
When the food was brought in I almost attacked it. I was starving. Everyone was quietly eating for a while. After dinner desert was put on a table not far from us and Dean and Aidan immediately walked to it, accompanied by Amy.

'So, how do you like it here?' Lee asked.

'I like it a lot. I like the people I met so far' I said smiling.

'That's good to hear' Lee said smiling.
But suddenly I saw a cake flying towards me. I quickly catched it and threw it in the direction it came from.
It appeared to be Aidan, now completely covered in cake. I laughed at the sight of this. And everyone else in the room laughed too. Aidan walked back to his place next to me.

'Woah, you are quick!' He exclaimed.

I laughed. 'To prank me you'll have to try harder'

'Challenge accepted.' He answered with a grin. And I laughed.

I decided to introduce myself to the others. Everyone seemed to be nice, except for Benedict, I didn't know why, but I just didn't like him so much.
Give him a chance Jeanine, you only just met everyone. I said to myself.
I walked back to Lee and Amy.
'I am going to tuck in. I'll see you tomorrow, goodnight'
'Goodnight' they answered together.
I walked to my trailer yawning. I felt exhausted. It only was 9 p.m. but it felt like 3 a.m.
I quickly changed in a large shirt and brushed my teeth. I threw my suitcase on the ground
'I'll do that tomorrow' I mumbled.
And I snuggled into the blankets and fell asleep. That's when the nightmares began.

My dad was driving, we were in the same forest as always, I yelled to him to stop, but he didn't seem to hear me. I screamed in panick, trying to grab his shoulder, but I couldn't reach him.
The tree started to fall.

I woke up crying and shaking, I turned the light on and it took me a good while to calm down. I sighed. I always ended up having nightmares like these.
I grabbed my Ipod and listened to my music and started my fav song 'Get up' again.

Brothers and arms are you ready to stand
Blood on the ground, mud on your hands.
Taking all the breath, making all the try.
You think you're gonna fail and you think you gonna die.
Get off the dirt and listen to the crowd. Screaming your name, screaming out loud.
I know you think you can't, I know you think you won't but we can't stop until we've won.

You're not alone, we're not afraid, this is our moment it won't come again.
So lean on me. It's on you feet, we will not accept defeat.

Get up, when your body's screaming out (get up)
And your hope is fading up (get up)
And the rain keeps pooring down (get up)
And your straight to raise you up.
Tell your mind to lift yourself one more time. Got to get up (get up, get up)
...

I dozed off again, this time without nightmares.

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