Field Of Darkness

Missing You

I let go of you , the person I didn't need
And when I woke up alone
Alone I suddenly had everything
All the things that you'd failed to give
I received because I chose to live

Have you ever thought
of ending it all?
Maybe one final jump to kill
One final "accidentally too deep" cut
One final extra pill
But suicide doesn't end the pain
You quench your fire yet you start it up again
And all it leads to
is people regretting they never saw
how impossible it was for you to push through
They never saw
Until it was too late

Listen here
I know how much you'd love to disappear
But life is the steering wheel you have to steer
even if your road gets bumpy

You don't need concrete to full up the holes You don't need to be made of stone
just so you won't be alone
If you come out of your self -mending room
I'll try my best to heal your wounds

After all
We are a thousand-word story on a single page
And it's our life playing out on the stage
So get yourself out of that self-dooming cage
Go on and scream
Rage!
Until you can breathe again

Please don't go
I know you can break through
Or you'll never know what you've lost
Cause I'll lose and be missing you