Field Of Darkness

Letter To You

Every time I hear your name
I sink down low
My heart is still trying to forget you
And it wants to write this letter to you

Sometimes ,
I get the flashbacks
And force myself to go away
To leave you to decay
Just like you left me to die
To you , everything was a lie

I know who you are
You may think I'll accept you now
But I don't love you anymore

Dear it took so long just to feel okay again
Remember how your smile could make my day ?
I wish I had missed the day I met you
cause when I said "I love you"
in the tiny ways you never saw,
you failed to say "I love you too"
But then , what did I expect ?
You never promised to

Don't crawl back to me
Don't come here at all
My heart forgot you long ago

I love all the time that we both had
And it kills me to see you sad
So be happy
Just know that you forced me to walk away

I hate missing you
I wish it didn't have to be this way
Don't expect me to treat you like a stranger although I'll look away
Cause I want to give my heart to someone else
Maybe they'll love me better than you ever did