ESCAPE FROM REALITY.

Chapter 4.

Back to Her. She has tormented my mind, plaguing through my thoughts. Every moment is draining to me, I'm just tired of Her making me feel this way. It's either love, or pure hatred. Both physically and emotionally, or not at all. Let me explain about Her. 

She's beautiful in the most purest ways. Her soul, is so colorful and simple, in the most complicated ways possible. She is cold, yet her heart is warm. Sometimes. She's like fire. And snow. Which doesn't even make sense, but just listen. She is like fire, in the ways of the different blazing colors. She is beautiful far away, but once you get too close, She can burn you in an instant, without regret, without feeling.

She is like snow, kind of the same thing as fire. Far away, She's pure beauty with a glittering heart and soul that is entirely perfect. Up close, She is tainted. Up close, She can hurt you, if you're with Her for too long. She is cold, her heart is frozen over. What I'm saying right now makes absolute no sense. I know, and I'm sorry. 

She isn't perfect, emotionally. She is perfect, in the ways even She hasn't found out yet. She has to find Herself, but in doing that She destroys others in Her path. She won't hesitate either, no matter what you try to do to stop Her. I've tried, and all that happened was that I got hurt in the end. She's a wanderess, who doesn't belong to a certain city or person. She doesn't belong to anything or anyone. She is Her own person, leading her own life, while destroying others. 

It's time to say farewell. I've said too much about Her already, and I've been sworn to secrecy. Nothing I do is ever right, and nothing She does is ever wrong. Anyways, I have to go. I've wasted too much time writing my story that isn't even remotely interesting, even to me. Goodbye, and good luck. Do not share what I have written to you towards anyone else, in fear of being discovered. Which won't be a good thing. Salutations, adios, however you want to say goodbye. This isn't over yet. Remember that.