ESCAPE FROM REALITY.

Chapter 7

hello. it has been a while. i wouldnt say all is well, but it's been good lately. i dont live in fear anymore. i live in happiness, wealth, love, and care. this may change soon because no matter what, i cannot get rid of Her. but anyways. i found a beautiful person, a person who i dearly love. a person, who will always love me enough to make me a home. this person, differs so much from Her. they are beautiful. they have a kind soul. She, on the other hand.. She is majestic. but cruel. She uses her power wisely.

the beautiful side of Her. She is like a sunset. the colors shine brightly within Her.. for some time. they are soft, yet whole. She is not a half, but a whole. She does not need someone to complete Her, for She lives in fear and hatred and everything you could ever imagine. She is the darkness.. beautiful when stars shine brightly within. She is the darkness, with everyone scared of Her and nothing can be seen nor heard, not even your own beating heart.

i am tired. my heart is tired. my mind and soul are tired. i am incapable of love. yet, She loves me. i dont know how. but She truly gives me anything She can.. whenever it is convenient for Her. this story may end soon. not my story, but this story. my story will live on forever. my soul will carry it on like no other. because, who is She?

It is me.

breathe in and breathe out, my love.