If You Love Me

Chapter 14

****WARNING IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY DEPRESSING THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS DO NOT READ ****

ARIANA POV

"I'm sorry Ariana but to true." She said.

"No it can't be true. It can't. Why would he do that!" I yelled at Alexa

I know it wasn't her fault.

"Ariana I saw him." She stated.

"No he is not cheating on me. He said he loved me. He can't just leave. I'm still in love with him." I cried.

"Well Ariana I'm sorry to say, but he's moved on."

"No. I love him." I cried. I collapsed. It's hard to breathe. It hurts too much.

"I'm sorry." Alexa said.

"It's not your fault. Can you please leave." I half smiled.

"Okay I love you Ari." She left.

I'm done. I'm drowning. I can't live. It hurts. Jai was my last straw.

Help. I can't breathe anymore.

I've suffered from depression for a while. I can't live anymore.

It hurts.

I feel alone.

I want to die.

I'm drowning and no one is saving me.

I ran to my bathroom in tears. Tugging at my hair and screaming. I hate myself. I'm not worth anything. Why can't I just die. It would  be better. No one would care.

If I just died. Everything would be better.

I take out my razor.

My thighs were scared up from cutting.

I did my wrist this time.

Three cuts is all I did.

I just sat there and cried.

I've been so strong. And now I'm weak.

I've collapsed.

I just sat on the bathroom floor crying.

I was bleeding from my wrists. I cut too deep.

"Ariana?" Someone said.

I heard heavy footsteps on my wood flooring.

They were coming my way.

I just sat there crying. Broken.

"Ariana what happened!" He said.

He picked me up.

"Harry." I whispered.

"Ariana! Why did you do this!" He shrieked.

"I want to die." I cried.

HARRY POV
I want to die she said. No

She can't die. I need her

I love her.
"Ariana please. Don't do this. I need you." I cried.

I picked up her fragile body. And got some medical tape to wrap her bleeding wrists.

I placed her in her bed. I stayed with her. Then she fell asleep.

"Ariana I love you. I want to make you mine." I whispered knowing she's asleep

"I love you." I said again.

Then I fell asleep.

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Woah I posted so quickly. I know right I was just like Yolo