This Girl [Completed] (2014)

Chapter 17

Jaida

"I wish I could believe you, then I'd be alright, but now everything you told me really don't apply to the way I feel inside. Loving you was easy once upon a time, but my suspicions of you have multiplied, and it's all because you lied."Beyonce blasted throughout my speakers in my car. I was deep in my feelings as I entered the apartment. My heart was heavy. I just felt like giving up on this whole relationship. I was so hurt at the fact that the man I loved broke my heart. I sat on the couch & just bawled my eyes out."Damn Kee why'd you have to do this shit." is all I could've thought.I went to the kitchen to fix me a bowl of popcorn. I cut the tv on & decided to watch "Waiting To Exhale" while working on my homework. I then heard a knock on the front door. I went to open it & seen it was Game."Can I help you?""Yeah you can."He forced himself into the house. I stood there & then closed the door."Kee isnt here.""I know. Im here for you.""What do you want with me?"He walked over & pinned me against the wall & grabbed my neck."Bitch Ill fuckin kill you.""What the fuck do you have against me?"Game let go of me & stood back."Bitch you stole my bruh from me.""Nigga you sound like a bitch. I stole him? We are in a relationship. Damn you sound like you want him."Game struck me across my face & stared at me intensely."Look I dont fuckin care. Leave him alone or next time, it wont be nice.""He's my fucking fiance. Grow up." I barked back at him.He soon walked out of the apartment. I couldn't deal with this shit anymore. This was too much for me to deal with. His brother was acting like a bitch for no apparent reason. It was pathetic as hell. I decided to sleep this shit off. Hours later, I heard the knob jiggle & I sat up in the bed.I reached for the gun Kee kept on his side of the bed & crawled out of bed. Pointing the gun around the corner, I seen Kee."Wat you doin wit dat? Wat the fukk happened to this place?"I was still pissed off at him for this cheating shit he did. Still pointing the gun at him, I didnt make any sounds."Jaida! Hello?""Why are you here?""I live here. Put dat damn gun down.""Nope.""Look we need to talk. Sit ya hot headed ass down."Still facing him, I sat on the chair in the dining room. I wasnt gonna bring up the tape. I was gonna see if he was going to."Look I know shit aint been perfect in our relationship. I noticed & Im sorry. You have to talk to me." Kee stated."I just want you to be 100 perfect honest with me." I added."Ok so ask me then.""Did you cheat on me while on tour?" I inquired."No." Kee answered quickly."Okay so what about before the tour. Did you cheat?"Kee took his eyes off of me & started fidgeting with his phone. He was straight up ignoring me. I snatched the phone out of his possession & got his attention back on me."Keenon, did you cheat on me?""Wat you think?""I don't know, that's why I'm asking you!" I bellowed."No. Other than dat shit I told you about, No I haven't."I sat back with tears in my eyes. He wouldn't admit to it. At this point, I fucking hated him with all my might."Now let me ask you some questions. Did you fukk anybody in here."I sat up & punched him square in his damn jaw. I couldn't believe he would even ask me some shit like that."No! What the fuck do you think this is?" I barked."Watever. You gon do watever the fukk you wanna do anyways." Kee barked back.Kee commenced back into the bedroom along with his bags. He was seriously pissing me off."Are you fucking serious right now? Get ya black ass back in here. Im not finished with you." I trailed behind him.I traveled back into the bedroom where Kee was picking up the pillows off the floor. He walked over towards me & nudged me out of the way."I fucking hate you man. I just should of listened to Q & stopped this shit."Keenon turned back around & charged me into a corner. Grabbing my shoulders, he stared into my eyes with anger."You hate me? Huh?! Answer me."I put my head down, ignoring him. I was so over this night. I was tired as hell of going through the same old shit."No, but you do shit to piss me off & you don't know how much I risked being with you." I muttered."Ok so I haven't risked shit either? You selfish as fukk man.""Keenon, I'm selfish?""Yea man. You are & you forever throwing dat shit in my face."He quickly let go of me & I slid down the corner of the wall. My legs were against my chest as he got into bed.I silently cried as he laid there. Once he was fully asleep, I crept back into bed & turned my back against his. I hated when we fought.It was unnecessary but he hurt me. What really hurt was seeing him on camera & him not admitting to it. I just think its best to sleep this off.