This Girl [Completed] (2014)

Chapter 40: Part 2

Keenon

Last night after leaving Jai's hotel room had me thinking of a lot of things and I couldn't give a flying fuck what she was talking about. I could fuck her again and again but it's always problems when we do and she thinks she had a right to be happy. Shit I somewhat was but not with Paige. I know she was suspicious about me staying out all night but I didn't give a fuck. She was on my last nerves and she knew it. I walked into the house and seen her standing in the doorway. I sighed and closed the door, going into the bedroom. "G, where have you been? You just up and left me and your child!" Paige angrily yelled. "Man calm yo ass down. I had some business to take care of." "Business? At 11pm? Ain't no business at 11pm unless its a bitch so who the fuck is it?" She continuously got in my face and I blew up. "Yeah, I was with a bitch and? What the fuck you gone do about it? So I advise your pregnant ass to get the fuck outta my face." She stood there holding tears while I made my way into the kitchen to get something to drink. She looked at me and laughed. She just continued to laugh as I looked at her confused. "And what the fuck is funny?" "You! I can't go through this. You're pathetic as hell Keenon. You need to grow up." She grabbed several things from the bedroom and stormed out. Shit I didn't give a fuck about anything anymore. That shit was out of my hands along with Jaida and her bullshit. "Bitches ain't shit man I swear." I was over both of them bitches especially Jaida's foul ass.

Sherane

I had to get out of LA for a little while. I was so unhappy with the way everything in my life was shattering. Kendrick and I stayed fighting which I hated so much. I was to the point of leaving him and moving back to Texas but I couldn't. At the end of the day, he was my husband and when I stated in my vows that I'd never leave him and I meant that from the bottom of my heart. Driving down the 405, I drove in pure and utter silence. I had to get away from everything. I had fallen into depression and I didn't want to bring anyone down with me, including Kendrick. I did enough to him and I hurt him deeply. This secret was going to hurt him so I decided to keep it to myself. I hated disappointing him. I was even up to skipping my appointment today. I couldn't face the fact that this sickle cell battle I'm fighting is bringing my spirit down. I couldn't cry anymore. I don't want to be in pain or have anyone suffer about my illness. I pulled up to the cliff and I took a deep breath. I refused to cry and I couldn't. It was something that I was born with and it was something that was going to kill me. Spending an hour reflecting on my life, I chose to drive to my appointment. Reaching the hospital, I sat in the uncomfortable and cramped room as I awaited my results. I checked my phone to see if he'd call but he didn't. I felt sick to my stomach and I was so ready to go and pig out before returning to work. I laid back and ended up falling asleep until the doctor read me back the results of me being so sick. "Well in my 25 years of being in the medical field, I've never seen anything like this before Mrs. Duckworth." He stood there quiet with the nurse who looked amazed and was without words. "Umm excuse me, are you going to tell me something?" The doctor looked at me and mouthed four words I'd never thought I'd hear. I broke down in tears while the doctor and nurse left me in the room by myself. I felt some type of relieved but yet scared. This could go two ways; very good or very bad.

Liyah

"Joy Joy please stop crying for mommy please!" I rocked her back and forth while she cried to the top of her lungs. I didn't know what was wrong with her and she was seriously scaring me. I walked into the room and Q immediately took her from me. I still wanted to know what was wrong with him but this was the most he did in days. I walked into the living room and laid on the couch and fell asleep. 10 minutes later, Joy was asleep and my phone rang. The number was unknown but I knew it was Dom again. Answering it, I got the news that he was awaiting trial and that he wanted me there. I was all for giving chances but did I need to be there? I didn't know about any of the events that happened at the end of the day but he needed a friend. So I accepted his offer and quickly hung up. "Hey babe, did you want to talk about anything? Are you okay? Are you hungry?" "Nah, I'm straight." He just walked past me as if I wasn't standing there. "Q! Talk to me! What is the problem?" I frantically asked. "Liyah I don't wanna talk about it!" He yelled. "Keep your voice down! Our daughter is asleep!" I calmly spoke. He sat down and rolled up his blunt and ignited it causing me to cough uncontrollably. It was something wrong but I couldn't figure out what. I found myself in a hard place with Q. I didn't know what he wanted from me. "Do you want this to work Q? Because I'm seriously confused." He looked at me and walked to the balcony, closing the sliding door. I went into the bathroom and prayed for a better outcome in this situation.